I posted a few days back about the time when my husband was away for 6 months and my Haters devised a plan to destroy me. They wanted to catch me in a threesome. With my two young children asleep in the house.

But they lacked certain facts. Like the FACT that the Officer Commanding of the Unit, Mr Green, had been my training officer in Chichester. Or the fact that it was HIM who’d given me the best recruit posting – to Berlin. Or the fact that he had taken me to one side during training and told me that I needed to go to Sandhurst to train as an officer. I refused.

LOL. ME? An officer? I’m a peasant.

The morning after that horrific night, Mr Green summoned me to his office and implored me to sue the perps for what they’d done. He even gave me the card of his own family lawyer and DEMANDED that I do as he said.

I refused. His reply?

Jackie – You have shown great dignity in all of this.

I’ve never forgotten that compliment.

Two Weeks…Upping the Ante

Levi started it.

Autod followed.

UAP is close behind.

So they are using Poverty consciousness now?

Poverty consciousness is the belief that there isn’t enough of anything to go around: not enough money, not enough time, not enough planning, leaders, clean air, rest, love – just about anything that you want or think you and others need, or that is important to you

Like toilet rolls or petrol or bread or…..!

I’m a non-gambler. Even in Skeg-Vegas, with all those fruit machines, I’d get bored in 5 minutes.

The Casino in Gibraltar…I made one bet on Roulette and got bored.

The one and only time I have been in a betting office was around 13/14/15 years. My husband laid a bet for me (amidst throngs of laughter) that Arsenal would win the Premier League.

I went in to collect my winnings. £90.

I don’t even do the lottery.

The one and only time I played poker was aged 17. In Marbella, Spain. I got a Royal Flush and was banned from the game forthwith

Whenever I make a verbal bet – I will bet about £33 or 66 or 99 zillion pounds :o)

The Great Awakening : WHY?

Even my parents-in-law, who are from that generation that OBEYED orders from above, can see what is going on now.

They, too, have lost all faith in government and “news” and society as it is now.

The Great Awakening has many layers. There were those of us who always questioned authority. Even when I served as a teenager in H.M. Forces I had this innate knowledge that respect is EARNED not given just because y’all went to Sandhurst and had shiny decorations on your shoulders.

Then there are those who gave birth to the “truth” community. They have uncovered so much, so many lies………..!

Now we have a new wave of WOKE people who see right through the “truth” community…. and so many new lies!

But, much like those whom these Truthers denigrate and verbally spit upon, this same community is STILL incapable of taking account for what they have done. I.E. Trodden the same path as those they proclaim to despise.

There is no real love there. Just numbers – subs, views, videos produced, followers, believers (Hallelujah) and ways that y’all can make donations.

They are now being seen for what they truly are. And people like me – who questioned them years ago – are now Banned. Dead. Hidden. Abused. Threatened. Humiliated.


But y’all CANNOT stop those who come behind us and question. And debunk. And disbelieve. And need answers.



If not me or those of my ilk – there will always be others demanding answers that these truthers can never confront.


I’m Scottish. We do NOT kiss arse. We confront and challenge and operate under the Divine Law of TOUGH LOVE.


Can you survive or are YOU the weakest link?

These Are The Contents of MY head :o)


BFF & I have a cunning plan.

We are both escaping real life, nicking a Campervan and finding a mountain and/or loch to live in the shelter off. Sans husbands, sans kids, sans drudge.

Her ancestry is wonderful. Welsh, White Jamaican, a teensy bit of Scottish and her Dad was born of a German Baron.

Why the Highlands? Nobody knows :o)

I’ve been watching these videos today in preparation for life in the wild mountainsides with a mad woman who has led me into many a madcap adventure since we were kids !!!

BTW : the image above is a Tartan Favour. My wedding cake was decorated with them and all the family was given a piece of MacGregor Tartan as a token of love and fidelity.

This one is MINE.

P.S. She may be half Red, Gold and Green.

I’m ALL Red, White and Green !


Wagatha Christie? This cracks me up every time I hear it :o)

Rebekah’s story came the other day. Now this is Coleen’s side.

I knew nothing about it when it was all happening but I’m watching now because of a total, brutal sync with my own life.

Long Story – upshot of which was my total humiliation in front of the entire CP Training Company

The people I lived with on a small camp. The people I worked with – The CP Training Wing – and those who were a small but select group of close friends.

My husband? He was away on a 6 month tour guarding some British Ambassador in some effed up country.

The highest ranking man in the company, the Officer Commanding, saved me that night from the planned double rape or (what they thought they’d capture…..) me having a threesome with the babysitter and my next door neighbour.

The O.C. even gave me the number of his own lawyer and told me to take the WOMAN (my next door neighbours wife!!!!) who’d done all this to court for defamation of character.

Well Done, Coleen. Like I’ve always told my husband and my sons – BEWARE OF WOMEN. SOME OF THEM ARE TRULY EVIL!

THE Bear & Sunset Boulevard

Sunset Boulevard is in my top 3 favourite films.


Whenever I listen to Owen talk about his time in un-Holy-Wood, I think of this film.

He is the opening scene. Dead in the water being watched from above.

I’ve been a fan of Swanson for half of my life. She lived the nightmare/dream.

And I love to call HIM (the director) Cecil B Demented.

Gloria was secure enough in herself to be portrayed on film as a washed-up, deranged, psychotic, stupid, desperate for love, suicidal old woman.

Watch the film. It’s very prescient.



  1. having or showing knowledge of events before they take place.

What A Difference A Day Makes…

…24 little hours.

Yesterday I was so exhausted and broken and filled with self-pity/woe-is-me/slime in this ear, slime in that ear.

Being what I am, all that hatred and angst turned inwards. I was literally an ouroboros, eating myself.

Today is so different.

My thanks to Consp-Grads and THE Bear (whom I’ve watched for a longer time than I’ve watched most yt truthers.)

Happy :o)

The Ghost of Christmases Past : Empirical Experiment

I did an experiment yesterday on a channel that I’m banned from.

I actually paid money and joined. OMG! Stunned speechless. Money talks but I can’t.


Within a few hours that Ghost from the Past returned.

Not weeks or months later – within a few hours.

So I unjoined. I’d rather jump off the Burg Khalifa :o)

That particular pile of abuse can stay where it belongs. Dead & Buried.

“She’s got it. Oh, BABY, she’s got it…!”

Dirty, Rotten, Scoundrels

Even now – at my age – it still hurts.

Lies are the worst but even evasions or dissembling or attempts to protect with total fibs hurt.

I am so NOT perfect. Foibles R Me. And brutal honesty stings like hell but in the long run it’s preferable.

P.S. I’m a brilliant critique partner….much kinder in my brutality than those in the business of publishing. Trust me – I know :o)

Ego Death aka A Critique Partner

I have had the great fortune to be critiqued by some amazing writers.

A critique partner is the best friend who tells you that you smell – or your writing is absolute crap.

My writing and real life C.P’s became really good friends and mentors to me. They made me laugh. They made me cry. They MADE me learn.

I used to belong to a critique forum….many moons ago and I went word by word, line by line through someone else’s work and critiqued it. She was fine about everything but I got thrown off the forum for being too Critical and not a smoke-up-the-arse-blower (?!?!)

My BEST ADVICE to anyone is WRITE A BOOK. And get it critiqued. Your entire world/ego will collapse. Fact!


10|11|60 : The Art of Gratitude

In 10 days I will CELEBRATE my 60th birthday.

Yes. Celebrate to the max.

All year I’ve been freaking out about this number.

OMG – I’m old enough to be the mother of so many of the people on yt. Eeek. Hide. Shame.

I’m a useless DINOSAUR.

Then I thought of my own mother.

She died very suddenly and unexpectedly a few weeks after her 49th birthday. So, in 10 days I will become 11 years older than she was the last time we saw her.

Sadly – my mother and I were never friends. We were mother and daughter. She gave birth to me and I was born from her.

She never had the chance to meet her 2nd grandson. I was pregnant when she died.

All through history there was respect for the Elders. Look at the Native Americans. Their elders are their teachers. The Chinese have/had total respect for the older generation.

What if GOD was one of us? He’d be an old man. Would y’all diss him too, then send him to the nearest plastic surgeon?

Grow up.

Starforts and Elsinore

For me, the most glorious prose ever written belongs to the Shakespeare play HAMLET.

I wrote about Kronborg Castle, Denmark way back in June 2019.



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Kronborg Castle, Denmark was supposedly the model for Hamlet’s Elsinore.

Kronborg is a fecking beautiful Star Fort.

Will come back to it another time :o)


Aewar and Wooden Nickels just posted a fabulous video about Starforts.

“I’ll be with you straight. Go a little before”

Far too many of my nearest and dearest know that I have a Not So Secret Pash for KenBran.

This speech. About war. Spine-tingly.

Take On Me – Unplugged

Since the first week of January 2019 I have so many, many, many public detractors. The damage they have done has been immense but…

…it has always been Personal. Against me. Against my family. Against my friends.

The one and ONLY thing that has NEVER been properly attacked is my work.

Yes. It’s been laughed at. Stolen. Over-ridden. Hi-jacked. Sold.

It has NEVER, EVER been debunked though.

I’ve been told to go and view other people and read their work and take on their point of view.

Never debunked.





If I’m so easy to ban and abuse – WHY?

Catch Me When You Can is what “Jack the Ripper” allegedly wrote to those hunting him.

C’mon then.

Grow a pair and do a PROPER hang, draw, quarter job.


Beyond Weird

I check into Christina every month or so. This is her latest video. I watched it today with mouth open wide.


Was it yesterday that I wrote about the Black Madonna?

Early this morning I double-checked an idea I had that connected the Black Madonna/Black Virgin with the Cathars.

In March 2019 I started a series of articles on the Cathars.


The Hidden History of the Cathars


Greta Brookes

This article is based partly on the New Chronology[1]and also my own extensive research into 17th Europe.

It will examine:

  • The “official histories” of the Cathars and the Albigensian Crusade of the 13th century,
  • What exactly was happening in Europe in the 17th
  • The connections between both of these eras and events.

The Cathars and the Albigensian Crusade.

We have been told that the Cathars (Cathari) were a Christian religious sect based mainly in the south of France during the 12th and 13th centuries and that their heretical practises were so offensive to the Church of Rome and all other good citizens of Europe that they had to be exterminated in a Christian Crusade. Their heresy was dualism. The belief that two principles lie at the root of everything – Good and Evil.

July 1209 – Arnaud Amalric: “Kill them all. God will know his own.”

The four main Cathar dioceses in Southern France were Agen, Albi, Carcassonne and Toulouse and the main castles were at Carcassonne, Montsegur, Queribus, Puylaurens, Roquefixade, Peyrepertuse, Termes and Puivert. This whole area of France is known as the Languedoc or Roussillon



If you don’t know about the Cathars and the Albigensian Crusades there are mega-tons of information out there but for a quick “official” starter there is WikiWhatever.

Main Cathar Strongholds in the Languedoc

Europe in the 17th Century

From the end of the 16th century and rolling deep into the 17th, the history of Europe is full of turmoil. The Reformation, Continent-wide Wars, Civil Wars, massacres, regicide, executions. For example:

  • St Bartholomew’s Day Massacre, Paris – 1572
  • Murder of Henri IV, King of France, Paris – 1610
  • The Time of Troubles, Russia and establishment of Romanov rule – 1613
  • Start of the Thirty Years War, Europe – 1618 or before
  • The Defenestration of Prague – 1618
  • Richelieu unites Catholic France with the Protestant Swedes thereby bringing France into the Thirty Years War – 1629
  • Henri II, Duc de Montmorency executed, France – 1632
  • The Wars of Three Kingdoms – England, Scotland, Ireland begins – 1639
  • The Fronde Civil Wars in France begin – 1648
  • King Charles I of England executed – 1649
  • Ottoman war against Hapsburg Hungary – 1663
  • Second Anglo-Dutch War – 1665
  • Russian-Turkish Wars begin -1676

The complete list is very long. Here is just a fraction of the timeline to show the general climate of Europe at this time.

What does any of this 17th Century stuff have to do with the Cathars?

If you are familiar with New Chronology (NC) you will know that, for the past 40 years plus, a team of Russian mathematicians have been doing in depth investigations into the hiding, editing and re-arranging of the history that we have all been taught.

I will explain no more about their work here other than to say that it consists of many thousands of pages and is worth investigating.

Okay. That said, NC research suggests that the annihilation of the Cathars did not take place in the 13th century as we have been told. It actually happened in the 17th century.

From a personal point of view, this makes sense. I have spent many years steeped in 17th century Europe in order to write a fictional account of the life and times of Marie de Rohan, and I may have completely rejected the NC version of Cathar history if not for Henri II, Duc de Montmorency, a close friend of Marie’s. I have put him in the timeline above for reasons that will become clear later.

What is the Hidden History of the Cathars?

It is interesting to note that “Cathar” is a name imposed by outsiders on this religious group. They only ever called themselves “Christians” or “Good Christians.” Bons chrétiens.

It is equally interesting to know that the Cathars of Northern France and elsewhere were called Bulgares. That is, Slavs from the Volga Region.

Locations of Cathars in Europe

As the map above shows, Cathars were not confined to the Languedoc in the South of France but they were spread across the continent of Europe and also Africa and America amongst many other lands. It is not inconceivable, therefore, that the true origins of the Bons chrétiens, is linked with the Horde/Great/Tartarian Empire (also known as Scythians) which expanded across most of the world during the 13th to 15th centuries. This can be amply illustrated by looking at their crosses and their flags.

Cathar Crosses

 Cathar Cross

Celtic Cross in Ireland

Christ with a Cathar Cross behind

It is not widely known but the Cathar flag consisted of equal width, repeating, vertical yellow and red stripes.

Drawing of the monument at the mountain where Montsegur Fortress stands ruined

The inscriptions say – in Occtian

“Als Catar als martyrs del pur créstian”

“To the Cathars, to the martyrs of pure Christian love”

And in French –

“L’héritique n’est pas celui que brûle le bucher mais celui qui l’allume.”

“A heretic is not the one who burns at the stake but the one who lights it.”

And beneath the monument is a Cathar flag made of yellow and red flowers.

This symbol of the old religion is not just confined to the Languedoc or Roussillon, it’s other name.

Aragon (1582-1624)

Arms of Catalonia (listing Valencia, Naples, Sicily, Jerusalem, Sardinia, Navarre, Aragon)

Italy  (1640)

Sicily (1635)

Dalmatia (1640)

Belgium (bottom right…with the double-headed eagle of the Horde/Empire)

PART TWO WILL FOLLOW SHORTLY (i.e. When I’ve put it all together) :o)

[1] The Development of America by The  Russian-Horde:  G.V.Nosovskiy, A.T.Fomenko V6 Book2 Chapter 1


Within days a Moderator had set herself up as a Cathar Expert.

I posted about it.

GB : A Personal Message from ME to AB

Read the above and you MIGHT guess why MY hours and hours and hours of research into Part Two of this :

GB. 18th March 2019 : Hidden History of the Cathars – Part One

Never came to be posted.

Something STOLE MY WORK (and the work of others) and became a yt Live Chat “Expert” on the Cathars.

I can do this all day and night.

Shame that NOT ONE SINGLE person has the balls to back me up in public.


Then La Poetessa came forth with lots of Languedoc stuff.

Yup. Shit happens.

My Black Madonna/Cathar connection?




The BEST Place To Learn…

…is a quote. From a member of the Truth Community.

From a handsome (quote) clever (quote) good-looking (quote) Mr Man.

He lika da girls. Lots of them. He made them Moderators.

He da Cowboi shooting from da hip.


Heyho. Such is life.

And, thank you, my Lord. Silence is GOLDEN :o)

Revisiting The Black Madonna

I have not touched on this subject since early 2019.

Black Madonnas

Many years ago whilst researching the early 15th century, I came across the Black Madonna phenomenon. It has always intrigued and I promised my self back then that, when the time was right, I’d investigate deeper.

Seeing differently now, learning so many new things, I think the time is very right.

Black Madonnas, whether picture or statues are found WORLDWIDE. Yet nobody knows how, where, when, why.

The image above is the Black Madonna of Russia.

This one above is in Dublin, Ireland.

This is from Poland.

They are all beautiful and they always depict the Virgin Mary and Christ child.

Let’s see where we end up going :o)


I’m still not 100% sure of the history of these many but rarely talked about icons. The links are numerous and often spurious. But I have the formation of article coming together.

Yay :o)

Killer In My Village

I have watched these for years.

This one just caused a BIG argument.

All I pointed out was that men have no bloody idea about women and sex.

When women get to a certain age (post man-o-pause) sex is usually NOT first, last, everything on their mind.

So a man in his 20’s is charged with rape and murder of a 72 year old woman. His defence?

She invited me in and paid me £200 for sex.

Yeh. So obvious. She is female, alone and obviously desperate.

C’mon. Puhlease – stop these self-generated/self-gratifying LIES.

People like me can see them from 66 million miles away.

The Great Awakening is all about other people seeing these lies right in front of their eyes.

And y’all are so very proud of being WOKE.

Snakes & Ladders.

On Remembrance Sunday – THE TALL POPPY SYNDROME.

Wake up.


Once Upon a Time My Work WAS a Part of the International School Curriculi.

There is nothing better than dearly beloveds to bring you down to earth.

A son and his two parents spent ages this morning bickering about wood burner and being cold. Himself went all Alpha and announced his Bear Grylls capabilities.

Cough. The fire lasted less than 3 minutes. So he gave up. I harummpphheedd and said I’d collect twigs from the garden for kindling and use some white spirit.

Son told us both to just shut up and he’d light the fire. Then his parents descended into a tit-for-tat bitch-sesh and my not earning any money came up again.

So I proclaimed :



I’m A Student Handout!

I found out something totally amazing today!

An article I wrote, called The Smell of the Middle Ages by Jacquelyn Hodson (my posh name), is being used in Californian schools as a study handout in their Humanities and Science programme. Eeek!

It is also listed as a Medieval study subject for the Moses Lake School, WA in America…

It has been read 842 times on the Society for Creative Anachronism website…

In May 2004 it was voted Site of the Month on The Gode Cookery pages…

And it is currently the second most popular Medieval link on the Legio Draconis: Art of Combat site.

The piece was originally written for Tamara Mazzei the founder of Trivium Publishing whom I was lucky enough to spend the day with in Lincoln and at Bolingbroke Castle in 2002. She kindly posted it on her new publishing website that year and I thought little more about it.


Seven years on and that little piece now has a life of its own. I’m so proud!

Thank you Tamara :o)

Forgive me for tooting my own trumpet but I knew none of this until today.


So how did you earn for that, then, eh? was the question.

Uuurm. Nothing.

Sulk o(

“He Has ALL The Skills & ALL The Knowledge”

OMGiddy Aunt.

I’ve not seen this episode for years.

I love Rishi. She’s like me a few years/decades/centuries back….totally innocent and credulous.

BTW : Tomorrow is a New Moon in Scorpio and a partial SOLAR ECLIPSE. Not as stated today on a yt “truther” channel. NOT a lunar eclipse.

Solar is male. Lunar is female.

Gotta love a hater. They need a special kind of loving :o)

Am I “Annoying” or “Abusive” ? ? ?


I’m in my 4th year of this BS on yt.

It’s not just one channel but almost everywhere that I engage in comments.

At least my blog and personal email and friends and family are no longer being pissed on by my own personal haters.

Yes. My friends and family receiving emails, supposedly from me, but from someone pretending to me. Fortunately – these dearly beloveds know me well enough to know my innate Modus Operandi – WHICH IS NEITHER BULLYING NOR ABUSIVE.

I’ll admit to being annoying, though :o)

I’d like to personally thank Aewar for being so interactive with this much banned p.o.s. and telling me THE TRUTH about what is happening.

Cheers. Much gratitude.

Today’s Challenge : Ramen

Setting a challenge each day is wonderful. It keeps me ever learning and developing.

Someone here has a fondness for those crazy eating challenges so I often get to see them.

Mr Beard is a firm favourite. Along with Mrs Beard :o)

Yesterday he was in Canada eating Ramen. So this is my challenge.

I’m cooking it in the slow-cooker today for tea tomorrow.

Yay. I LOVE noodles!

John Pierpont Morgan Sr.

Every damn thing is linked.





Two Barclays accounts. £ & $

Guess who our $ account was owned by???

Yup. The name showed up on every single transaction.

OMG. I know far too much for a stupid British housewife to know. I must be a fantasist/larp/npc……………………………..!!!

LOVE RATS : Series 1 Episode 1

I made Himself watch this one this morning after yet another “discussion.”

He said : Yehyeh. Nigerians. Car accident. Love Rat. Asks for money. I’ve been down Scam Street in Lagos.

I then got very antsy. Yes. Our first company office was in Port Harcourt, Nigeria and we were put through many a money scam. The favourite at the time had to do with bunkering the ships we needed for the off-shore close protection of gas and oil workers.

At $250,000 a time….that would suddenly go missing and then necessitated my many hours on the phone to the bank (after paying the standard £25 fee) to ask for a money trace and getting nowhere……….FACT!

It didn’t take too long to find out the scam. The fuel all went into a hidden bunker under the bunker and then we’d have to pay again to fuel the ship. Easy money. $500,000 later.

So. This scam is quite normal to us and I told him to watch and learn how the long, complicated con can be worked. Way outside Scam Street.

As if I’d be so stupid enough to show him something common and all too well known.


This Hustle is truly brilliant. Sadly.

P.S. We were paid in $. And paid out in $ converted to GPB. At the daily exchange rate. I became an expert XE watcher and had to send many an email to a nasty employee accusing me (personally) of stealing their wages from them…..with me pointing out I DON’T CONTROL THE INTERNATIONAL BANKING SYSTEM.


Everything comes down to money, money, money.

Stonehenge : where Virgins LIE!

So many give so much away by the tone of their voice when they speak.

Long time ago a yt “truther” did something about Stonehenge in Wiltshire (used to be en route to my place of work) and he quoted the Where Virgins LIE sentence with such V enom & disgust in his voice that it could only come from somewhere deeply personal and painful.

Not long ago the same person brought up Stonehenge again and one of the comments stated – with UTMOST AUTHORITY – that Stonehenge was built in the 1950’s.

Wow. And thousands will now believe that.

Way back in 2021 I wrote : ROBERT NEWDYK : OWNER OF STONEHENGE

Not my first mention of this monument by a long way but, like all my work, if it doesn’t work for the them, it will be ignored. FACT!

As we are now in June and less than three weeks away from the Summer Solstice, my thoughts have turned to Stonehenge – a place I used to drive past twice a day and have visited several times. Though never on Midsummer’s Eve or Night. Cue Shakespeare?

Close :o)

Titania, Titania. Wherefore Art Thou, Titania (?)

We are in 1620.

Did you know that George Villiers, Duke of Buckingham, best mate of both James I Stuart and his son Charles I Stuart (and nemesis of one Walter Montagu!) offered an obscene amount of money to buy Stonehenge from it’s owner, Robert Newdyk?

Newdyk declined but “the King’s Favourite” still stomped all over the property doing archaeological digs and helping James to remove an altar stone that was subsequently taken to St James’ Palace, Westminster.

Strange but true ?


Funny how not a single one of them likes a single that is ACTUAL HISTORICAL RESEARCH.

Shake my Head.

PERFCT Analogy of the Youtube “TRUTH” Movement

Wrong person. Wrong menu. Refusal to listen. Refusal to change. Refusal take accountability. Refusal to do THE WORK needed.

Tons of blagging/boasting/arrogance by people who talk themselves up to a “top job” but without a single qualification.

Lack of interest. Absolute NEED for attention.

And what do they serve to us ?


And then they have the damn nerve to turn on those who point all this out and BLAME them.

Yay for fake.


Rubber Bullets

One of our closest mates in the RMP started out as a close mate of Himself. They were both in Belfast aged 18.

Our mate NEVER recovered from a scene where the UK Forces were armed with rubber bullets. Why?

Because one of his killed a child.

Absolute True Fact.

The same friend became the family liaison officer in something that happened in Soham.

BTW. As crazy as I sound……I DO NOT LIE about this stuff.

Trauma is REAL.

I know.

Truly Hidden History

What so many “truthers” have no knowledge about is the TRUE REASONS for all this jiggerpokery around HISTORY.

Yes. It touches on Tartaria. And Russia. And Fomenko’s Team in the New Chronology World.



Don’t even bother trying to search online for historical Jerusalem/Al-Quds. That has long been erased.

At the very heart of Fomenko’s work is a MAN. A REAL LIVING, BREATHING MAN who was crucified and his family hunted down. His brother was beheaded. His other family members scattered.

Upon this family lays a heavy burden that few are prepared to even look into.

What is the opium of the masses?


What brings the masses to bitter obedience?


What drives the masses?


What is being destroyed before our very eyes?


Why did it take one thousand years for Western Christians to Crusade against the East for vengeance?

It didn’t.

I will live and die by this FAITH of mine in a family that was once destroyed In Real Life and then repeatedly destroyed over the centuries.

So there.

BY THE WAY – my name is Jacquelyn. J IS and always was a real letter.



It’s been my lot in life to meet some COLD people.

Aged 20 I did a 12 hour stag guarding a female murderer in a room. I also had a German Male Policeman there with me because she was the German wife of an English soldier.


Dead eyes?

A living corpse?


Come to me, run to me, do and be done with me.

P.S. The internet breeds glaciers.

P.P.S. Annie’s costume here is Edwardian. Beautiful :o)

P.P.S. Annie had a still born son who bears the same name as one of my sons. Bless her :o(

A PTI called Harry the Bastard


Physical Training Instructor.

Himself was the PTI in Roussillon Barracks Training Camp, Chichester for two years.

The recruits all called him Harry the Bastard. The name stuck for years.

Well. When you scream and shout at peeps who fade and complain and faint in a 16 mile run – you get a bit of a rep.

BTW – This show was banned in my parents house. Along with Fawlty Towers and Monty Python. No wonder I had no idea about prostitutes and all that rampant sexy stuff until I was 20. And got married.


Zombies thrive and live on the living because they are DEAD inside.

There is one woman that I can always go back to. My personal hero.

I have lived in Ulster twice. Once as a serving soldier. Once as a “wife of” a serving soldier.

About 3 years ago when the hatred began against me on yt, a certain person made a video and in the live chat (after I’d talked here several times about Dolores) chatters were saying how a woman in the video looked so much like that girl from the Cranberries.

I may be a freaking freak but I have (like my father) a photographic memory.

Dolores O’Riordan was sexually abused by her local CATHOLIC priest.

Her mother refused to believe her.

I never told my parents about my abuse. I’d’ve been hit from here to kingdom come.

Dolores. I love her.

I Will Always Love You vs Thriller

No contest.

There is an amazing Lebanese restaurant right beside the fountains. When we were there and asked where we wanted to go and eat – we chose that place.

Their humus was to die for.

But the restaurant was dry. As in zero alcohol. But we knew where to go. Around the fountains, through the arch, down the arcade and BINGO. A bar where you could smoke and that had ICE-COLD Guinness on tap.

One night I left him and her (brother and sister) in the bar and walked back to the fountains.

They were playing this……….

Buttinski – we were living in the Burg Khalifa at the time. A little walk away via the Dubai Mall. OH. And they both shouted at me for disappearing. Sigh.

Ancient Hatred : My Ancestors Are Shouting

My name is Greig.

Greig is a sept of Gregor.

Children of the Mist Sir Walter Scott called us because we spent so long under ENGLISH government proscription. Anyone was allowed to kill a MacGregor and never be punished for it.

Centuries later, I’m living the nightmare.

Royal is My Race. I have ancestors known to history. I have family members named after said ancestors.

NOW : since I released all this TRUTH over 3 years ago, I’m stalked by other people with “famous” Scottish ancestors. King Amanda the Viking Kitten is a case in point.

Heads up. Here’s why me and mine ended up in Fife on the East coast of Scotland. Far away from our Hielan’ Hame.

From day dot until I was 10 years old, I grew up with my Dad being called Jock. As soon as he joined the Lincolnshire police, he slowly lost his accent. He’s also buried here in Lincolnshire.

I had MacGregor Tartan Ribbons on my wedding cake……


This is a smell that was part of my life for a few years.

I was once told as a child that every country has it’s own smell. Well – UAE smells of oud.

Everywhere you go, they burn this incense. I bought loads home with me, along with charcoal blocks. My traveller-in-crime and I even got lost and abandoned in the souk in Old Dubai searching for the best oud. Absolute True Truth.

Recently I came across the product above on ama z on. Nag Champa has been my go to incense for almost a quarter of a century so I knew it’d be good.

WOW. The house smells like the Middle East right now :o)

I’m open to a NagChampa sponsorship vibe – LOL !

Annie Something – As the Boy Called Her

Lennox, son. Lennox.

And the album that I tortured you with was Diva.

Mmmm. We are in need of about £30,000.

The hole in the roof has had babies. They are now Holes – plural. And we’ve run out of buckets.

C’est la vie. Que sera, sera.

I saw Annie and Dave live in a tiny backstreet club in Berlin. They were at the height of their fame but chose that over the Olympic Stadium which was right beside our RMP Unit and had hosted the likes of U2, Michael Jackson, Bowie etc.

As the Jocks say – It’s pishing it down :o(

Ichthys and Melusine

In my crazy head these two make perfect sense.

Ichthys (the fish) is the sign of Jesus. Melusine is half female half fish.

This legend is so old. It connects with Lorraine in France.

Lorraine connects with a virgin…Jehanne.

Jehanne connects with Rene d’Anjou.

Rene connects with Nicolas Flamel.

I could go on forever but NC connects Melusine/Sirens/Kelpies/Rusalka/The Little Mermaid with Mary – Mother of Christ.

Half woman/half ichthys (?)

If y’all actually believe in humans who live under the sea then…God help y’all.

This video is not as effed up as I want it to be.

Egypt IS important here. So are the Romany/Romani/Romean as seen in the earlier post.

But wtf do I know?

I’m just a hoosewife :o)

P.S. The image above is deliberate. Finding Nemo.

NEMO means either Nobody OR The Man.

Chew on that one !


Way back in October 2019 I wrote a post about CNN (Chicken Noodle News) in HongKong and got this comment from Ms. LOL@NO.COM


And I’m still getting these kind of BS GTFouttaHere comments to this day.


We went to Hong Kong to visit our office there. FACT.

I WAS the 49% owner and director of a multi/international UK Ltd (fully registered at Companies House – paying 70% Corporation Tax) Security Company along with my 51% husband.

YouTube HATES truth. True Truth.

YouTube IS Disney Fantasy Land where anyone can do, be, say anything that they want.

Greta Brookes was KILLED by youtube TRUTHERS.

And not a single ET TU BRUTI gives a flying fuck.

Shame on y’all.

We were given the chance to unite and fight against THE THEY. Some just fought against their own. Blue on Blue.

Sad but TRUE.

For once in my life I’ve got something to say
I want to say it now for now is today
A love has been given so why not enjoy
So let’s all grab and let’s all enjoy
If the kids are united then we’ll never be divided
If the kids are united then we’ll never be divided
Just take a look around you
What do you see

Nichola de la Haie

She’s a bit of a hero of mine. A local girl.

Sherriff of Nottingham? Nah. Nichola was Sherriff of the WHOLE OF LINCOLNSHIRE.

I’ve see the Magna Carta here. And walked the battlements trying to envisage just how Nichola defended her castle from the enemy.

Quite easily actually. The view is awesome. On a clear day we can see Lincoln Cathedral from here – 21 miles away. And the castle is just opposite the Cathedral.

Note to Self : Build your Castle/Home up on high ! ? !

Thank you, Neil :o)

The Spear of Destiny vs The Spear of Longinus

I’ve spent too long doing this stuff. Just to have it all ripped apart by the “We Always Win” crew.

Nah. Not any more, mes braves.

Go back. Go way, way back to my posts from 2018/2019 when I tear the Romans apart. Especially Julius Caesar and all that crap.

HIS – story is real. It’s all HIS Story. When you dive deep into Fomenko and New Chronology and actually try to debunk them for over a decade. You’ll understand from whence I come.

Who drove a Spear into Christ’s side when he was on the cross?

And WHO one was of the killers of Julius Caesar?

Et tu Bruti?

Et tu Gaius Cassius Longinus?

And none of this has anything to do with Russia – the country as we know it today.

AEWAR has fallen down the same hole, methinks.

And yes. I’m overly sensitive right now. That’s the lot of a REAL EMPATH who FEELS every single knife/arrow/spear on their soul.

Apparently Herr A. Hitler was desperate to obtain the Spear of Destiny so that he could have magical power uber alles. And we all know how that ended. Follow a MYTH, disprove a myth.

NC postulates that the man known as Julius Caesar is a “reflection” of the myth known as “Jesus.”

I’m in my own private Circle of Hell chez Dante right now.

Or just keep on taking the piss out of me.

So over y’all :o)

P.S. Try looking into Wagner and Parsifal or Wolfram von Eschenbach’s Parzival or The Bleeding Spear of the Grail Castle or The Fisher King with his thigh stuck by a spear or Chiron the wounded or ? ? ?

Been There. Done That : The STIRLING MONUMENT.

Braveheart is one of my favourite films. I love it….even knowing that it’s a so historically inaccurate that it falls into the category of It Looks
So Fake

It Must Be REAL.

Opinions aside. When I went there many moons ago, this was called The Stirling Monument.

Can y’all see the POWER (power corrupts, absolute power corrupts absolutely) of HOLLYWOOD FILMS?

William Wallace was a bandit. An outcast. A lowly thief and robber. But Neo-History will NEVER tell you such a despicable truth.


To Sleep No More

Dinah Lampitt became a friend of mine. She even did my horoscope reading for free. She is a Virgo and I’m Virgo Rising and complained online about how I get very organised each year around September.

I’ve read all her books – including this one.

England at the time of Edward III — a time when marriageable daughters were welcome currency in the plans of ambitious men.

In the Sussex village of Mayfield, the young and beautiful Oriel de Sharndene has been forced into marriage with the Archbishop of Canterbury’s brother though she loves a handsome Gascon squire.

Yet all is not as it seems, for these are three people who have not only met in another life but are fated to meet again and again.

From medieval England to the witch hunts of the seventeenth century and the smuggling and highwaymen of the eighteenth, TO SLEEP NO MORE is an unforgettable tale of three characters whose souls can not rest until their final destiny has been resolved.


What is it with people today who will not let the dead sleep?

Are the they the modern Resurrection Men?

Oooh. That’s very effed up and creepy.

BTW : Despite what FEB and his mates have taught y’all. The iron grills around graves were not ANTIQUITECH. They were there to stop grave robbers. And called MORTSAFE.