J’Accuse Youtube : Judge Jeffreys

OK. Rather than cite a thesis length article on The Hanging Judge for you all, I decided to find a half decent youtube video about this well-known, Infamous, man from British History. Who reminds me of so many people today. JUDGEMENTAL & UNFORGIVING.

Try yourself and see if any modern 3 second attention span can find anything approaching a history of this 17th century Judge.

I’ve chosen the best of the worst.

LOL. Love Most Haunted. They have single-handedly trashed any study of either history or the paranormal.

YAY…….not :o(

The Big 4 & The Burden of PROOF


This was a hit piece from one annexe of the “truther” yt against another.

2 against one/4 against 2 is BULLYING.

And they’ve even placed the BURDEN OF PROOF on their victims.

Cambell, UAP, Beags and Bernard spent 2 and a half hours pissing all over Aewar and WN and then……AND THEN demanded that A and WN PROVE EVERYTHING or else they will be found guilty of something or other.

And they say women are bitchy. FFS.

What a crock of DISTORTED male egos.

And when Cambell is asked if being a man meant agreeing with the online truth told bya woman being maltreated/manipulated and destroyed by ML is his idea of being a man……..we get zero response.



Lavinia : Always Back to Lavinia

I am the quintessential REJECT. A funny age. Too old to considered for a “real” job. Too young to be given a “pity the poor dear” job.

Shakespeare wrote an incredible play that few know about. Or if they know it, they will dismiss it as BLOODY & HORRIFIC.

No, disagrees there. It IS bloody and horrific.

Way back in 2019 I wrote….


SparkNotes Character Analysis of Lavinia in Titus Andronicus:

Lavinia –  The only daughter of Titus Andronicus, she spurns Saturninus’s offer to make her his empress because she is in love with Bassianus. She is brutally raped and disfigured by Chiron and Demetrius in the forest during the hunt. Thereafter, she is a mute and horrifying presence constantly on stage, complement to her father’s loquacious sufferings, and accomplice to his bloody vengeance. Deprived of every means of communication, and robbed of her most precious chastity, she comes across as one of Shakespeare’s most incapacitated heroines. Yet, as she is physically pared down, her narrative and thematic importance escalates, drawing our attention to the importance of pantomime on the stage. The rape of Lavinia is undoubtedly the central and most horrific crime of the play, which is why Edward Ravenscroft’s adaptation of the play has the alternate name of “The Rape of Lavinia.” For this reason, her character invites especially careful scrutiny.

Lavinia is also Lucretia, as in the Rape of Lucretia by Tarquinius. This event from the annals of “Ancient Rome” began the Tarquinian Wars that destroyed the Kingdom of Rome.

NC equates Lavinia with the Virgin Mary and  for me, she is the embodiment of the Divine Female. The Holy Mother, mutilated and destroyed by the people around her.

She is the symbol of abuse that transcends time and space. Shorn of all her divine rights.

The double rape takes away her chastity, dignity and self-respect. The cutting off of both her hands destroys her ability to function normally.

The cutting out of her tongue silences her. Forever.

She is the Sacrifice of the Innocents in every way,shape and form. The lesson always repeated but never learned.


Tony Hopkins as Titus Andronicus is very, very good.

Here is a scene from the 1999 film that shows the fate of Lavinia.

Men get castrated because sex is their modus operandi.

Women are silenced and handless – unable to speak or to touch or to feel.


JulietChristineTudor654 subscribersSUBSCRIBEThis is the tragic story of Shakespeare’s Lavinia. I know this song is about child abuse but Lavinia takes a lot of abuse in this play. She is disowned for marrying the man she loves, then her husband is killed right in front of her. The murders cut out her tongue, cut off her hands, and rape her. Then her father kills the murders and then kills her because “The girl should not outlive her shame”.

I don’t own anything.


Way back in October 2019 I wrote a post about CNN (Chicken Noodle News) in HongKong and got this comment from Ms. LOL@NO.COM


And I’m still getting these kind of BS GTFouttaHere comments to this day.


We went to Hong Kong to visit our office there. FACT.

I WAS the 49% owner and director of a multi/international UK Ltd (fully registered at Companies House – paying 70% Corporation Tax) Security Company along with my 51% husband.

YouTube HATES truth. True Truth.

YouTube IS Disney Fantasy Land where anyone can do, be, say anything that they want.

Greta Brookes was KILLED by youtube TRUTHERS.

And not a single ET TU BRUTI gives a flying fuck.

Shame on y’all.

We were given the chance to unite and fight against THE THEY. Some just fought against their own. Blue on Blue.

Sad but TRUE.

For once in my life I’ve got something to say
I want to say it now for now is today
A love has been given so why not enjoy
So let’s all grab and let’s all enjoy
If the kids are united then we’ll never be divided
If the kids are united then we’ll never be divided
Just take a look around you
What do you see

The Spear of Destiny vs The Spear of Longinus

I’ve spent too long doing this stuff. Just to have it all ripped apart by the “We Always Win” crew.

Nah. Not any more, mes braves.

Go back. Go way, way back to my posts from 2018/2019 when I tear the Romans apart. Especially Julius Caesar and all that crap.

HIS – story is real. It’s all HIS Story. When you dive deep into Fomenko and New Chronology and actually try to debunk them for over a decade. You’ll understand from whence I come.

Who drove a Spear into Christ’s side when he was on the cross?

And WHO one was of the killers of Julius Caesar?

Et tu Bruti?

Et tu Gaius Cassius Longinus?

And none of this has anything to do with Russia – the country as we know it today.

AEWAR has fallen down the same hole, methinks.

And yes. I’m overly sensitive right now. That’s the lot of a REAL EMPATH who FEELS every single knife/arrow/spear on their soul.

Apparently Herr A. Hitler was desperate to obtain the Spear of Destiny so that he could have magical power uber alles. And we all know how that ended. Follow a MYTH, disprove a myth.

NC postulates that the man known as Julius Caesar is a “reflection” of the myth known as “Jesus.”

I’m in my own private Circle of Hell chez Dante right now.

Or just keep on taking the piss out of me.

So over y’all :o)

P.S. Try looking into Wagner and Parsifal or Wolfram von Eschenbach’s Parzival or The Bleeding Spear of the Grail Castle or The Fisher King with his thigh stuck by a spear or Chiron the wounded or ? ? ?

Weird Patterns : From Sparta to Scotland

I watched 300 and had to smile. I had no idea who Gerard Butler was but his Scottish accent kept slipping through.

Himself (the man about the house) just threw me googly by saying that he ACTUALLY missed eating Jock Pies.

Jock Pies recipe.

We used to be able to buy them here, in town. I said WTF? I grew up on them.

When Lily and I went to get the messages, she’d always buy us a Scotch/Jock Pie from the Butcher. Or Baker. Sheesh. It was a long while ago :o)

I’ve made my own but…..:o(

Been There. Done That : The STIRLING MONUMENT.

Braveheart is one of my favourite films. I love it….even knowing that it’s a so historically inaccurate that it falls into the category of It Looks
So Fake

It Must Be REAL.

Opinions aside. When I went there many moons ago, this was called The Stirling Monument.

Can y’all see the POWER (power corrupts, absolute power corrupts absolutely) of HOLLYWOOD FILMS?

William Wallace was a bandit. An outcast. A lowly thief and robber. But Neo-History will NEVER tell you such a despicable truth.


To Belittle, You Have To Be Little

This video made me cry.

So much resonance about the pain felt and the deep thought given to how to move forward after being confronted by so much bile and malice.

3 years ago – I was NOT prepared for MY reaction to so much public and private venom. I went full on Highland Warrior…Take No Prisoners.

But that made me no better than those anonymous haters. FACT.

I can still swing a verbal claymore quite often but I no longer question myself or my work or MY truth.

Being unable/unwilling to forget is a personality flaw when you are a born and bred protector of yourself and those you love (aka my children – what sack of shit feels good about threatening another’s kids???)

W.I.P. is a writer’s biggest file folder. Work In Progress. It’s also my biggest life folder :o)

Do as you would be done by, folks.


Baleen NOT Whalebone

We’ve all heard of whalebone corsets, yes?

This is a misnomer. Moby Dick et al were hunted for their cartilage, not their bones.

I have never made a corset/stay before so have never had to use any kind of slim, flexible, robust bodice shaper.

Today we use plastic. Go figure. Some thrifty sewers even use zip ties…Note to Self #cheap.

I’ve gone for 5 metres of plastic. A further round of research may reveal a better, more friendly, modern alternative to baleen. Or plastic. Yes?

Man Friday vs Girl Monday

I was told this morning that my Girl Monday rang here last night – in a pickle.

She was truly worried that I didn’t want her to come here every week.

I literally fell into the chair in astonishment.

Apparently – I have been distant and cold recently.

OK. Hands up. Yes.

But I love her to bits. When we get together we can destroy a male of the species in 3 seconds with a handful of words. Who’d not love a mate like that? ? ?

I need to apologise and explain. My bad. Not her’s.

Sparrowhawks and Dracula

OK. This is year 3 or 4 of Sparrowhawks in our garden.

Amazing birds but (like Dracula) birds of prey.

Peep.Peep.Peep.Peep. All day and all night.

The garden is now sans (without) sparrows, tits, wrens. The blackbirds are skitty. The pigeons too. And the baby rabbits need eyes in the top of their heads and their behinds. Hawk or cat.

Where am I going?

Well. The peep peep is insistent. I wake up in the night and thrash around and somehow make the audiobook go from Poirot to Bram Stoker.

All roads lead to Transylvania. Done this too many times to take myself seriously.

Today I’ll be a UnBovvered/Irreverent Historian.

Woof says Van Helsing. One could write a song called Woof, yes?

P.S. When I posted here about my Shamanic Journey with Leslie Kenton and meeting a my totem animal – a WOLF – UAV had such fun with this fact over more than one platform.

What goes around, comes around. WHICH WITCH IS WHICH?

I gave all my support to a totally vile and undeserving person and gained 4 years of hell and damnation.

Gotta love a “Christian.”

Wrong person

wrong place.

Wrong time.

LEARN THE LESSON and move on up (?)


That’s what my Nan used to call the radio. But then she was born in 1911 or thereabouts. She was in her 30’s when my mother was born.

Wireless. Wi-fi. Ether messages. Inexplicable. Antiquitech. OR TELEPATHY?

Hamlet got it right when he said ….

“And therefore as a stranger give it welcome. There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio, than are dreamt of in your philosophy.”

We seem to’ve lost that wonder of the awesome, innate, magical side of life. We seem to’ve lost FAITH.

How? Why? When? Where? Who? What?

I’m tele-pathetic-ally connected to an ego so big that he’ll NEVER admit to the magical, strange etc above his gi-effin’-nor-mous EGO.

Shrug. So be it.

Wealthy Mrs. Harter has a heart condition. Her nephew, Charles, who lives with her, buys her a radio for amusement, but strange messages come from it. Could her dead husband really be sending her messages? And why is he warning that her life is in danger?

F1RST story here. I prefer Christopher Lee reading it but – m’eh.


I’m sewing a muslin fabric shirt right now. Challenging? Much?

And as I’m sewing I’m thinking about the see-through properties of this ancient material.

There comes a time in one’s life when we are given the gift of clairvoyance. Clear Sight.

It comes not from any Biblical text or schoolroom or ytoober. It comes from inside.

When you’ve experienced too much pain, too much loss, too much defeat – you begin to see TRUTH in all it’s beauty and subtlety and expanse.

When I wrote my novel I had George Villiers, Duke of Buckingham speak about his stockings being made of cobwebs. I’ve no idea where that line came from but the timing was spot-on. He’d seen the beginning of his own end. Which came in 1628. Just over 2 years later.

Even knowing that he was walking a very thin line, he continued to do what he’d always done. Despite Marie de Rohan and Wat Montagu’s heartfelt advice…given in frustrated anger.

Sad as eff when ego replaces love :o(

WHOA : A Poison Pen Letter?

Yup. We’ve just been delivered a poison pen letter.


It’s signed and ends with “I WILL be calling the police. As advised.”


Gotta love a person who gets everything that they demand and then still find fault.

Long story. Total shite. No Case To Answer. Just a poisonous mind from The Church of the Poisoned Mind.

My life is….errr…interesting but full of BS. Fact!

Monkey See. Monkey Do.

It’s soooo disheartening to see so many sit there, chewing the cud.

Jeebuth. They take something partly digested by someone else and regurgitate and chew and regurgitate and chew and share with other who regurgitate and….OK. You get the point.

But that seems to the yt TROOTHER Community T’s&C’s.

Chew the cud and be grateful and (not so small print) set out to destroy EVERYBODY who’s either purged the over-masticated BS or has come in from a left field with sweeter and better grass.




BTW – these troothers make videos entitled TESLA IS FAKE.

And people believe them … WTF?

Did you know that Competition is HEALTHY? It allows for growth and learning and new unchewed, un-puked up grass to be examined. God’s Honest Truth.

Puhlease, y’all. Get outta the Monkey See, Monkey Do rubbish and BE ORIGINAL. Slightly mad. Off topic. UNIQUE. Non-machine made, identical cookie cut zombie.

Thank you.

Oh. 3+6+9=18=9

The Most Dangerous Job in History : Whistle Blower

“Quis est iste qui venit?”

Who is this who is coming?

Oh Whistle and I’ll Come to You, my lad.

Guess what?

I’ve done this before but today it is VERY apposite.


I’ve blown so many whistles these past few years and have been given MASS HATRED.

I mean. C’mon. Just how many peeps are far too scared of the truth? And why?

The WHY? is easy. True Truth completely exposes their lies and deceptions and fakery and that is uncomfortable. To be faced with your own shitty actions.

Don’t get me wrong. I’m so far from perfect. I’ve effed up many a time but……..I’ll always take the punishment.

What I will NEVER take is the false, foney, fakery of others who place their blame on me and – wilfully and with malice aforethought – spend years destroying MY life. MY reputation. MY work. MY honesty. MY everything.

SHAME on y’all.

Complete and Utter SHAME ON YOU.

Shock, Shock. Horror, Horror

As Rudyard Kipling wrote :

   WHEN the Himalayan peasant meets the he-bear in his pride,
    He shouts to scare the monster, who will often turn aside.
    But the she-bear thus accosted rends the peasant tooth and nail.
    For the female of the species is more deadly than the male.

Us women CAN be absolutely VILE. Vindictive. Vicious.

No point pretending otherwise!

I only watched the Depp/Heard trial via Mr H. And he’s not an Amber fan.

A twofer one warning for all the men out there who think that they rule this world :o)

The Worm That Turned

A Two Ronnies Sketch from 1980. See below!

We watched a yt video yesterday about Diana Dors. See below, below!

She is kind of a Brit Icon. On the surface. I only really know her work from The Worm that Turned but IRL….omg. She was a person I’d NEVER want to’ve met.

I’m a girl. I’m autonomous. I have rights. I’ve done wrongs. Some used to call me Miltant Millie because I never swooned at the feet of Mach Masculine (?) Men.

I’m also a wife and a mother.

A Divine Feminine who WILL fight for herself and can live by herself but kinda likes to have a man around…..even though I threaten him with malice aforethought every single day.

Keeps him on his toes :o)

Oh. And my sex life is PRIVATE and not open for discussion. Behind a locked door, lights off and 11 layers of clothing to fight through. LMFAO !

The Existence of Evil

I have spoken out about this so many times. I’ve tried my hardest to help.

Evil exists but…

…IT is dressed in silk, smells of Chanel No5 and smiles, showing a set of perfectly perfect white teeth.

IT says all the right words and loves all the right people and makes all the right moves.

But people like me (1% of the population) can feel and see the darkness behind the MAKE-UP.

Yet again I’ve connected with someone I like and will take the time and energy to support in their work. I don’t agree with everything he says but that’s normal.

ONCE AGAIN – I’ve been stalked and hijacked by the “MY TEAM ALWAYS WINS” gang.

It’s incredibly sad that so many people have to be so competitive. They MUST win at everything.

There are few things that I’m quite good at….I can count them on one hand. WORD GAMES is one of my strengths……which is great for writers like me, yes ? ? ?

Sad times when fun has to be destroyed.


How To Start & Build a LIE

It started for me in 2018. I’d spent almost a year watching videos by certain yt creators. Then I joined the “trooth” community via FEB in January 2019

Stuff went viral. See image above.

Woohoooooo! Not :o(

I was given the label of Desperate Chick on yt in search of a babe.

It got so much worse from there. Banned. Trolled. Insulted. Threatened. Humiliated. Ignored. Ghosted. Blocked. Demonised. Hated. Patreon account destroyed. New website destroyed. Work destroyed.

Some of ’em even quoted MY OWN WORK at me and called me evil.

Y’all can see how my life turned from a respected writer to a toxic know-nothing nobody.


Here’s what I’m still seen as all these years later …A Desperate Housewife.

Yay. That’s me. Married to the same man since 1483 and now searching for a yt boy toy.



All his mates and Fellows and collaborators?

Has a single one posted a video in support of a man clearly in pain and anger and disillusionment?

When the money and the subs were rolling in, they were happy to be seen with him.


Who has failed whom?

I believe in Jade. I was skewered at the sharp end of this person’s (these men’s, including JL) dicky ego. But – c’mon. You’d’ve thought his mates would supported him. Yes? No?

BTW – they all failed me too.

Some men just can’t take on a Sagittarian Woman :o)

Healing The Family Tree.

In the early 1980’s, Dr Kenneth McAll wrote a book titled as above.

It was incredibly controversial. In far too many ways.

I’m new to the book and the author but I’m feeling it!

From my early years, both sides of my family have been heavily invested in those that came before us.

We acknowledged our ancestors – the good, the bad, the ugly.

When you know a bit about your family tree and have listened to real people talk about others, it all gets very overwhelming. Then you meet and listen to the same people that have been talked about.

Then you WONDER.

Like any house that you live in, over a couple of years old, there will have been another family living there. With all their angst and dreams and anger and love and everything else. The same with a family tree. We all come from a long line of goodness, greatness, evil, poverty, wealth, deception, heartbreak, abuse and murder……somewhere along the line.

Today, everyone of us lives with no just our own pains and patterns, but those pains and patterns of previous generations.

When the pain becomes too much, we repeat the patterns that we were taught. Only the truly strong can break that cycle. And sometimes. Sometimes, even the strong need help from a Higher Power.

From my first impressions, this is a book about “deliverance.” We live with the dead every day. FACT! As John Donne said : No Man Is An Island. We all came from some-two.

My own family, the Scottish Greig’s, end with my generation. IN NAME ONLY. I’m female. I have two boys who bear their father’s name. I have two brothers. One has a daughter. The other has no children.

Dad’s brother had no children. His sister had three daughters. Born with the surname Cook.

P.S. Being a descendant of both Gregor and Donald clans, my ancestors are soaked in blood and misery and vengeance and outlawry.

Time to STOP.


Thanks for listening. Or not!

The TRUTH about 1850 : Something Significant Happened?

Damn bloody RIGHT it did.


That was the “reset.”

Machines took over from man. Much like the film METROPOLIS. Which was the point that I tried to make way back in January 2019. But that got hijacked and sent down the silly road.


And again, I can go back to something as basic as FOOD or CLOTHING.



The Industrial Revolution changed the world every bit as much as the Gutenberg Press did.

We no longer relied on each other for life. We began to rely on outer sources. Like mass print/media/machines.

Time no longer belonged to us. WE WERE TIMED BY OTHERS.

Once upon a “time” we all lived by natural time. Sunrise. Sunset. Spring. Summer. Autumn.Winter. Feast and famine time. A time so sow. A time to reap.

Then we were given 24/7.

Time had been stolen by the MORE/FASTER/CHEAPER merchs.


The Height of the Industrial Revolution.

Want to spend a week travelling from a to b? No worries. We now have trains that will do it in a day.

Fast forward to 2022.

Want to research a subject? No worries. We now have Google.

Want to go to the moon? No worries. Oh. Rewind. Ooops. We destroyed the tech. Oh. Ignore that. We can go to Mars instead. YAY :o)

Patterns in History

The video below fascinated me in many ways.

From the myth of Napoleon being poisoned by his wallpaper to the colour green.

I’ve already said that I rarely wear green clothes. Remind me too much of an army uniform. Or is that the reason?

If you watch the video and apply many of the things Nicole says about Arsenic Mania and Fake Claims – apply it to our lives now…!

‘Nuff said.

The fearporn has been going on for centuries. If it’s not your wallpaper, your clothes, your garden, your food, it’ll be something else.

The Truth About Arsenic in the Victorian Era with Nicole Rudolph.

P.S. Simon Whistler (Into the Shadows) has just done a new video on the Holdomor. We’ve recently had an experience with a local farmer who is leaping mad that all his Brussel Sprout pickers have upped and gone home without warning – to UKRAINE.

Such is life. And History Repeats & Repeats & Repeats until someone gets the effing message.

Clothing History : My Safe Place (?)

Nope. Nah. Not any more :o(

I retreated so far from the NEO-Mainstream Historical BS found on yt to my private safe place. Where I’ve always loved to spend time.

Yarns. Knitting. Crochet. Dyeing. Fabrics. Clothing. History of – etc

I’ve been posting about this, stuff that I’ve done since childhood, quite a bit over the past few weeks.


The troothers have jumped on it too. Now. With all the bravado of newborn experts.

They wore wool in xyz America in the 1850’s in summertime.

OK. Yah. And that comment from someone who uses other people to promote her own bank balance account on Etsy.


These peeps are so low vibe and shitty. DARK ACADEMIA pretending to be CottageCore.

Transparent as their own cobwebs.

The Far-Farers : Ravens of Dinefwr

My original blog : Greta Brookes began as a book blog about ….


The Ravens of Dinefwr is the first in a series of novels-in-progress set in the early 12th century. It follows the dispossessed members of the South Wales House of Dinefwr from their origins in Deheubarth to the centre of the known world, Jerusalem.  Come and be my fellow Far-Farer.  Come travelling and unravelling with me through Wales, Norway, Ireland, England, Scotland, France, Russia, Constantinople, Italy, the Balkans, the Holy Land.  Come and Far-Fare through every degree on my 12th century compass.

It contained my thoughts and research into the writing of said “Chronicles” which began with the story of Gwenllian ferch Gruffydd almost 20 years ago.

The whole was going to contain a new chronology and become a story of the 12th century Comnenus family reflected via Gwenllian over 36 years.

Gwenllian was the daughter of Gruffydd ap Cynan, King of Gwynedd, North Wales and the wife of Gruffydd ap Rhys Tewdwr, King of Deheubarth, South Wales.

Her death in 1136 was to be the climax of the books.

But as they will never be written now – a fact that I’m sadly aware of, here is what happened to Gwenllian.

Her everlasting fame comes from being the only woman in British (maybe ALL) history to have EVER been executed this way. On the battlefield. Or so they say!!!

Her place of death is called Maes Gwenllian. Gwenllian’s Field. A very touristy place.

The Celtic Boii Tribe

Hey. Some things just HAVE to be done.

I’m just showing. SHE (IT) took and used all of ME and my work for her own self-glorification.

I’m related to the man in the image above. Uncle Jim even went to his tomb in Tallin, Estonia.

Here we have a video from yt with BOII in the title.

CopyCat or REAL DEAL, you cocky bastard?

And this is a PUBLIC personal message to two people who have LIED about everything.


The Power of Fame?

I’ve been watching BillyNou for a while now. I like her.

I’m liking her even more after seeing this.

Who wants an Influencer?

Who Wants To Be a Millionaire?

Tempting but not when y’all have to sell your soul to a Corporation.

On a personal note : the towns around here were once famous for their privately owned, individual, quirky shops where customer service and quality reigned. Not anymore. Lincoln is now the same as every single High Street in the UK. Our small market town is now all about Tesco, Co-op, 6 Charity shops, a Costa coffee and several takeaway food outlets.

Also a lot of empty premises.

What is Hugely Profitable?

As Roger Water says above.

I stupidly checked the price of kerosene for our Rayburn just now. As we’ve run out of oil and the house is freezing – AGAIN!

This time last year 500 litres cost less than £200.

In January (our last delivery) 500 litres was around £350.


If Ukraine is the Wheat Basket, Russia is the Heating Supply.

We are fluffed every which way. Fact!

Greyfriars Bobby

I challenge y’all to watch the Disney film and NOT cry.

I watched it as a child and cried my eyeballs out…in a public cinema…with my brothers. I was about 10 years old.

We know the Kirkyard pretty well and Mons Meg – the 1 o’clock gun.

When I was 18 and my brothers and I did our last sibling trip to Edinburgh, I MADE them go to Greyfriars. Neither remembered the film. Aunty Christine was so pissed off that we’d missed the train back to Kinghorn when we rang and confessed. We ended up dossing in digs with some Royal Marine soldiers that my brother knew – who’d just been performing in the Tattoo. Fact!

As usual, Disney effed the entire thing up and made a legend out of a small story about a dog and his police person master.

Go to Edinburgh today and see how many fall for the FAKE.

Greyfriars is now a fave haunt of yt ghostbusters.

Go figure.

And forgive me as I watch the filum again for the first time in over xyz years.

Tissue Box? Where art thou?

A.A. Milne vs Robert Louis Stevenson

I’ve been back with childhood book memories again and I had a choice between the two authors above.

I’m not feeling very Winnie the Pooh right now. More like Eeyore :o)


Well. the latest yt ban has me bemused. All I did was tell the truth.

I’m totally stumped and bemused. How can my comment above about my son be seen as grounds for another content creator ban?

Especially when he and his are constantly stealing words from ME and these posts?

Robert Louis Stevenson.

The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr Hyde…a journey into elixir (DRUGS) that uncover the nasty hidden part of ourselves.

Way to go, homie :o)

The Unbearable Heaviness of Being

The quote above belongs to ME now. As in, I’ve come to fully own it through experience.

And I WILL stand by it.

To be hated for what we ARE is so much better than the lie. In my opinion.

Something that I’ve never talked about fully is being psychic, or whatever label you want to call it. I prefer the old label – SEER.

Clairsentience is real.

It is also a road to hell when you blurt out unwanted truths…like me. All the time. Ooops.

Growing up with other family members who denied their “real” because they were too afraid to step away from Societal Norms might’ve made me swing the pendulum a bit too far the other way.

When you are having a wonderful conversation with someone and you suddenly, innocently blurt out – How many Children Have You Had? Things start to get very tricky. Very fast. That’s how I know about her appalling childhood.

It opened a wound deeply buried yet still raw and bleeding at the time.

She’s all but healed from it now that it’s no longer a dark secret. TRUTH.

I’d rather be hated or avoided than FAKE LOVED. Thank you :o)

The Lost World

A few years back I sent a personal e-mail to someone unmentionable stating that……..I have NEVER lied to you. I challenged you.


Challenge ignored. The NO-LIES are now being seen.


Shrug. He has many who will never challenge him. They all are still un-banned.

Absolute, God’s Honest Truth.

Nice swerve Fake Sherlock :o)

The Poisoned Silence : Will Always Be Remembered.

Speak now or FOREVER Hold Your Peace.

Don’t get me wrong. I LOVE silence.

But When the Birds Don’t Sing because, if they do, they will HAVE to own up to a major injustice of monumental proportion. That is UGLY and COWARDLY.

Lying by Omission is LYING plus + plus.

It’s those who witness something horrific but turn their backs on it and say – Nothing To See Here.

It’s keeping quiet because speaking up would fry your arse and take away your bank balance and “reputation.”.

It’s exactly why certain people have to go into witness protection – because, if they speak up, THEY WILL DIE.

This one subject applies to every part of a person. The Emotional. The Physical. The Spiritual. The Ethereal.

That’s why I hear STFU and Just Fuck Off Then so many times :o)

How To Totally Embarrass Your Offspring in One Easy Lesson


Tesco Supermarket at 8am GMT today.

My youngest is a very particular kind of person. He likes to go, leisurely, up and down each aisle to look at all the stuff on the shelves.

I’m more Hit&Quit. I HATE shopping.

So – this song came on the MUSAK shopping experience speakers and I shouted…..AHA. Roxy Music. And then began to sing the words.

I must’ve walked a mile before I relocated son and shopping trolley.

When she’s good she is very, very good. When she is bad, she is EMBARRASSING and must be avoided at all costs :o)

Shame he was the money.

He HAD acknowledge me finally and pay for the stuff :o)

Don Quixote/Livonian War

I’ve not forgotten the Man who tilted at windmills. I’m just going back over my own work.

There are a few posts on this subject, all linked to another subject that I was deep reading at the time.


14th of June 2019

Livonian War (?)

Friday, 14 June 2019, 4:10

Before I can get to Elisabeth Bathory, I have to understand the Oprichnina.

Before I get to the Oprichnina, I have to understand the Livonian War.

What’s the Livonian War?

Not what we’ve been told.

No, shit!!!

WikiSilly Page – Livonian War

Now – what really happened?



But this was the post about The Livonian War.

Heads up : The most important clueage is the DATE! Don Quixote, published 1602 or 1605.


The Real Livonian War

Friday, 14 June 2019, 6:44

The Livonian War can also be called the Revolt of Western Europe against the Empire. It coincides perfectly with the Reformation, that time in history (16th/early 17th cc) when everything begins to change.

In W. Europe, “Lutheranism” was  chosen as a banner for reform and rebellion. But to the Empire, Lutheranism was exactly the same as the Heresy of the Judaizers, as embodied by the story of Elena of Moldavia.

Please see previous posts about Shakepseare’s play Henry VIII.

Ivan the Terrible chose Elena and the new ‘religion’ over Zoe and the old Empire.

Destruction of Zoë Palaiologina’s grave – Kremlin, Moscow 1929

Who was behind the new ‘religion’? The Romanov. They started it. They pushed it. They wanted to crush the Empire once and for all. And then they rewrote the history books.

But, meanwhile, having defeated the rebels in Kazan, the Empire continued to fight back. A punitive force marched West to begin the Livonian War. A series battles for survival.

Where exactly in Europe was Livonia? Simple. At this time, the entire land mass of Europe was called Livonia. It was not a small Slavic enclave to the East of the continent as portrayed today. Estonia, Latvia, Lithuania, Poland and …Sweden

It was the Mother of all Wars.

To the Empire, at their centre of power in Veliky Novgorod, the “Reformation in Livonia” was the rebellion of dependant territories against their rightful rulers.  But, as the rulers engaged in their fight back, the Oprichnina began in Moscow.

“In 1564 the oprichnina was established. “The boyar V.M. YURIEV-ZAHARYIN became one of the main initiators of the oprichnina and it was the Zakharyins around whom the RULING CIRCLE OF THE OPRICHNINA had grouped. “

“The first wave of persecutions targeted primarily the princely clans of Russia, notably the influential families of Suzdal’. Ivan executed, exiled, or tortured prominent members of the boyar clans on questionable accusations of conspiracy. 1566 saw the oprichnina extended to eight central districts. Of the 12,000 nobles there, 570 became oprichniks, and the rest were expelled. They had to make their way to the zemschina in mid-winter; peasants who helped them were executed.”

The Wiki page Livonian War  

…gives details of many of the battles.

But it fails to mention the true causes. 


To Be Continued :o)


Has she FINALLY gone round the bend and down the pipe?

From DAY 1 I’ve said that Tartaria was something truly special. And it should NEVER be used as an excuse to gain fame & fortune.



This has to do with depiction found in a painting done in the 15th century. A seal on a tomb. And a memory of times past.


At the same time, the beginning of the inscription TARTAREMVINXIREGIM is placed in the picture above, occupies the upper half of the circle, and therefore is clearly the beginning of the text. Further, in the first line, the letters MVIN (after TARTARE) are slightly obscured, but they are quite readable. The left vertical stick of the M at the end of the word TARTAREM rests on the base of the previous E. The left oblique stick of the M and its second vertical right stick are clearly visible. Immediately behind it is the letter V, the left stick of which touches the right vertical stick of the letter M.

Second line (inner circle): .SVRGO.MORSQVIGILQIAGEI. or .SVRGO.MORSO.VIGILO.IAGEI. . Deal in is that “tails.” standing next to two letters O mean here, probably, not the Latin letter Q, but a separating sign between adjacent words, something like a dash.

So the first line says:

TARTAREM – Tatar, Tartar.

VINXI is a well-known form of the Latin word VINCIO = to tie around, tie, enchant, fasten, hold.

REGIM (regimen) – management, ruler, board, command.

PATRES (patrice) – master, patrician (patricius), paternal (patrie). See also padre, pater = father.

QREDEM (credem) – I believe, creed, “creed”. Recall that the Latin C is also read as K, and therefore it could be depicted in this inscription with the letter Q.

CAPTIVOS (captivus) – a prisoner taken prisoner, a prisoner of war, captured.

The second line says the following (the word break in the middle of the inscription is ours):


SVRGO may be a corruption of the Latin SARGO or SARGUS meaning “fish”.

MORSO = to tear, bite, sting, torment.

VIGIL or VIGILO = awake, vigilant, sentry, watchman, night guard.

IAGET may be a slight corruption of the Latin AGET from AGO = to agitate, drive, move, excite, disturb, disturb, torment, annoy, cast off.

See also Latin-Russian Dictionary [237].

The meaning of both inscriptions is quite clear. The first line says something like this: Tartar. Connected. Ruler. Father. I believe (probably the one I believe in, the Creed). Captured.

Second line: Fish. To torment. Night guard. Brought into excitement.

Let’s just say that both lines perfectly correspond to the essence of the matter. The meaning of the first line is this: Christ, the emperor-ruler, the Father in whom Christians believe, was captured by Roman soldiers and Jewish high priests, the Pharisees.

The presence of the term TARTAR here is striking. It categorically does not fit into the Scaligerian version of history, but it is in perfect agreement with the New Chronology. According to our results, Andronicus-Christ, aka Grand Duke Andrei Bogolyubsky, was the ruler of Russia-Horde, which at that time was also called TARTARIA. As we can see, in the XV-XVI centuries, for example, Rafaellino del Garbo remembered this. Maybe he’s not the only one. It would be interesting to collect other ancient images of the seals and inscriptions on the tomb of Jesus who rose from the dead.

The meaning of the second line is also absolutely clear. Recall that “Fish” is one of the most common symbols of Christ. It turns out that Christ (by his Resurrection) “tormented” the night watch at His tomb, led the guards into excitement, into horror. Or, the “Tormented Fish”, that is, the Christ who suffered and rose from the dead, frightened, led the night guard around the tomb into excitement.

The Broons & Oor Wullie

Oh. My. What?

I felt all brave yesterday and went up into the attics to find my “inheritance.”

That would be the cardboard box with all our old family mementos in.

Effing cobwebs. Effing buckets full of water. Effing other people putting their crap on top of everyeffingthing.

It’s only a small box. I couldn’t find it :o(

Where are we going with this? Well. I’m making a series of “journals/books” to hold all these precious items from my parents and both sets of grandparents. For my grandchildren – when my boys stop picking certain types women as partners. Tttccch.

There isn’t one of my many Oor Wullie comics in there – sadly. But I just wanted to reconnect with my lost loved ones.


Little History of The Savoy

A couple or three years before I’d posted about the film Metropolis, himself and I spent New Year at the Savoy in London. We had great fun. I EVEN made him go into The National Gallery to look at all the paintings.

I also bought a book. A biography of Fritz Lang. Why? Because I loved the film and the era and my first visit to this hotel had been before it had gone through a truly ghastly remodel by the new owners.

The Savoy I knew was STILL an early 20th century place full of Art Deco and famous silent film stars & artists and writers.

The bath was so HUGE that I nearly drowned and in a panic almost pushed the brass “MAID” button right by my shoulder. That’d been slightly embarrassing :o)

The hotel stands in exactly the same place as the Palace of John of Gaunt. Who?

A son of Edward III who kept a mistress called Katherine Swynford for many years. He eventually did the decent thing. Married her and legitimised their children. Katherine is buried in Lincoln Cathedral and has close ties with this area.

Oh. And. The first time I ever posted about this – it was hijacked AGAIN and dedicated to saVoy.


P.S. I still have hanging, on the back of my bathroom door, a beautiful bag featuring Kaspar the Cat. He is always brought out as a guest whenever a party of 13 dine at the Savoy.

Agatha Christie, anyone?

Little Courage

Or Rejection is God’s Projection.

I’m rejected out right and without fault or favour on youtube.


Because I have BIG courage? An inbuilt need to go Where Angels Fear To Tread?

I am COMPLETELY blanked by the yt “truth” community. Across the chessboard.

Heyho. Such is MY life :o)

Who Controls Whom?

It’s very sad watching certain people being constantly manipulated by the GrandMaster PuppetMaster.


Sometimes all it will take to control a puppet is a kind word and a compliment and then the Master has a Slave for life.

I’m seeing this happen in real time to several people online. Especially those who are dyed-in-the-wool drug addicts.

These puppets are the same people who spat their venom and accusations at me without ever realising that I was just the mirror – reflecting THEIR OWN inner crises.

“They will use negative coping mechanisms to make YOU look guilty.”

I am neither a puppet nor a manipulator. I can’t even play chess….F A C T ;o))

So WHO Deserves To Be Hated? : Let’s Start a Poll

OK. I’ll start.

Right at the very top of my list of people who DESERVE Hatred are – CHILD ABUSERS of every shape and form.

Next would be DICTATORS who commit Mass Murder without a twitch.

RAPISTS – whether they RAPE children or adults/Male or Female.

Bullies – whether they be physical, psychological, spiritual or emotional bullies.

LIARS – they have ZERO EXCUSE.

Copycats – who are lazy and think nothing about STEALING another person’s past, present & future.

And the list goes on & on & on & & & &

What is NOT on MY list are Housewives, Historians, Bloggers, Peeps who take part in OPEN LIVE CHATS or comment on OPEN yt channels.

But then. That’s just me.