26th of January 2019 vs 1st of February 2019 | Metropolis

the first date above belongs to me…. HERE

Hidden History Research



Jacquelyn GreigLove to All1 CommentEdit”Metropolis 1927″

This film has fascinated and freaked me out in equal measure for many years.


A screenshot from the film (!!)

If you’ve never watched it, I suggest that you do…and apply all you see to our lives today.


Some thing took my words to heart and watched. Then V logged.


A few months later, he (self-proclaimed good looking and clever guy) and his wingman (Venus Rose) publicly proclaimed that they’d have over 100,000 subs by Christmas that year.

Slidele, Slidele. Slidele. (A Bottom out-take)

Both of them are experts at NOT facing up.

She disappeared when her channel name V became synonymous with the Covid Vax.

And he’s NEVER been cited in any Tartaria Psy-Op debunk video. We don’t even know his name but he has the BEST place to learn TRUTH……

He & she were also the V ery first channel (UAV) to ban me for life !

Absolute. God’s Honest. Truth.

Even V’s alter-ego has changed her name from AB-USE to MB-still is ABUSE. And she still can’t find her Scottish/Tartarian BOI family because she’s so caught up in LUST.

Ahem. I AM NOT your whipping post, U2/3. Nor am I a tethered goat.

Nor do I STEAL YOUR WORK and make money from it.

Which Witch is Which?

Surrounded by CHARMERS

THE Charmer…

The Charmer was a 1987 British television serial set in the 1930s, and starring Nigel Havers as Ralph Ernest Gorse, a seducing conman, Rosemary Leach as Joan Plumleigh-Bruce, a smitten victim widow and Bernard Hepton as Donald Stimpson, Plumleigh-Bruce’s would-be beau, who vengefully pursues Gorse after he has conned her.

I remember watching the whole series. Very enlightening!

I KNOW a SNAKE when I come across one.

They are also called KARMICS.

Karmics come into our lives to teach a necessary but extremely CRUEL lesson.

You have to thank them for the warning that cobras ARE poisonous. And it’s quite daft to ever go near another one.


Woohoo. Another youtube BAN

Alt World Discovery has now banned me too.

Unable to comment on anything.

Mmmmn. There is a pattern here. A four year long pattern of the same people banning me.

Alt World Discovery is meant to be a team effort between Autodidactic, FEB and Dougal UAP.

All of these peeps are getting hit hard by people who call them out for what they are.

Like me.

But the “message” HAS to be continued. The “ride” has to go on. The EGO is still filling all of space and the worlds beyond !

Cesspools vs Septic Tanks

These are basically the same thing. Expect for the fact that from antiquity they were called cesspools and in the late 1880’s they were reinvented as septic tanks.

We also know that pumps and hydraulics have an ancient history.

Luckily, my village is on mains plumbing but we still, sometimes, have to “shovel shit.”

Last week I came across a cesspool of a commenter. I’d commented. She commented – “you are kidding me”

I commented back with a true story about war conditions.

Several comments later, she played her hand. Having NOT ONCE answered a single question of mine.

So, you are actually saying that I AM RIGHT, then? She Said.

I cleaned that cesspool with a delete and a ban forever button.

What a total waste of energy. What a total pit of cess.


And think again about modern plumbing in old buildings ? ? ?


Rebekah’s Story


The World Cup has started and a couple of weeks back my husband started talking about this.

I was – like – WHAT?

He was – like – WHAT? You don’t know about this?


Nope. I had no idea about any of this.


P.S. I’m still #confused.



Do As I Say, Not As I’ve Done : A Heartfelt Warning

I’m about to enter Year No. 5 of internet abuse.

In all that time, those named above have denied ME the right to speak/Verbally Abused Me/Stolen my work/Banned/Publicly Humiliated and ABUSED.

The one thing that broke me was the name David Greig.

That was the name of my Dad who died in 2011. On my eldest son’s birthday. His funeral was on his own birthday.

I wrote about all this here 2018 – 2021

And some Thing decided (for shizz ‘n’ giggles) to appear on yt using my DEAD DAD’s name.

I wrote to Martin Liedtke to try and explain but his spliff intake must’ve been extra high and he ended up calling me EVIL.

OK. The names named above are the names of those who “secretly” visited MY yt channel.

Fighting back against them was useless. They are so entrenched in their own superiority.

When all is said and done – people like these are not worth the pain they will put you through. The more pain they cause, the more pleasure they take.

Step Away.


The Ghost of Christmases Past : Empirical Experiment

I did an experiment yesterday on a channel that I’m banned from.

I actually paid money and joined. OMG! Stunned speechless. Money talks but I can’t.


Within a few hours that Ghost from the Past returned.

Not weeks or months later – within a few hours.

So I unjoined. I’d rather jump off the Burg Khalifa :o)

That particular pile of abuse can stay where it belongs. Dead & Buried.

“She’s got it. Oh, BABY, she’s got it…!”

Beyond Weird

I check into Christina every month or so. This is her latest video. I watched it today with mouth open wide.


Was it yesterday that I wrote about the Black Madonna?

Early this morning I double-checked an idea I had that connected the Black Madonna/Black Virgin with the Cathars.

In March 2019 I started a series of articles on the Cathars.


The Hidden History of the Cathars


Greta Brookes

This article is based partly on the New Chronology[1]and also my own extensive research into 17th Europe.

It will examine:

  • The “official histories” of the Cathars and the Albigensian Crusade of the 13th century,
  • What exactly was happening in Europe in the 17th
  • The connections between both of these eras and events.

The Cathars and the Albigensian Crusade.

We have been told that the Cathars (Cathari) were a Christian religious sect based mainly in the south of France during the 12th and 13th centuries and that their heretical practises were so offensive to the Church of Rome and all other good citizens of Europe that they had to be exterminated in a Christian Crusade. Their heresy was dualism. The belief that two principles lie at the root of everything – Good and Evil.

July 1209 – Arnaud Amalric: “Kill them all. God will know his own.”

The four main Cathar dioceses in Southern France were Agen, Albi, Carcassonne and Toulouse and the main castles were at Carcassonne, Montsegur, Queribus, Puylaurens, Roquefixade, Peyrepertuse, Termes and Puivert. This whole area of France is known as the Languedoc or Roussillon



If you don’t know about the Cathars and the Albigensian Crusades there are mega-tons of information out there but for a quick “official” starter there is WikiWhatever.

Main Cathar Strongholds in the Languedoc

Europe in the 17th Century

From the end of the 16th century and rolling deep into the 17th, the history of Europe is full of turmoil. The Reformation, Continent-wide Wars, Civil Wars, massacres, regicide, executions. For example:

  • St Bartholomew’s Day Massacre, Paris – 1572
  • Murder of Henri IV, King of France, Paris – 1610
  • The Time of Troubles, Russia and establishment of Romanov rule – 1613
  • Start of the Thirty Years War, Europe – 1618 or before
  • The Defenestration of Prague – 1618
  • Richelieu unites Catholic France with the Protestant Swedes thereby bringing France into the Thirty Years War – 1629
  • Henri II, Duc de Montmorency executed, France – 1632
  • The Wars of Three Kingdoms – England, Scotland, Ireland begins – 1639
  • The Fronde Civil Wars in France begin – 1648
  • King Charles I of England executed – 1649
  • Ottoman war against Hapsburg Hungary – 1663
  • Second Anglo-Dutch War – 1665
  • Russian-Turkish Wars begin -1676

The complete list is very long. Here is just a fraction of the timeline to show the general climate of Europe at this time.

What does any of this 17th Century stuff have to do with the Cathars?

If you are familiar with New Chronology (NC) you will know that, for the past 40 years plus, a team of Russian mathematicians have been doing in depth investigations into the hiding, editing and re-arranging of the history that we have all been taught.

I will explain no more about their work here other than to say that it consists of many thousands of pages and is worth investigating.

Okay. That said, NC research suggests that the annihilation of the Cathars did not take place in the 13th century as we have been told. It actually happened in the 17th century.

From a personal point of view, this makes sense. I have spent many years steeped in 17th century Europe in order to write a fictional account of the life and times of Marie de Rohan, and I may have completely rejected the NC version of Cathar history if not for Henri II, Duc de Montmorency, a close friend of Marie’s. I have put him in the timeline above for reasons that will become clear later.

What is the Hidden History of the Cathars?

It is interesting to note that “Cathar” is a name imposed by outsiders on this religious group. They only ever called themselves “Christians” or “Good Christians.” Bons chrétiens.

It is equally interesting to know that the Cathars of Northern France and elsewhere were called Bulgares. That is, Slavs from the Volga Region.

Locations of Cathars in Europe

As the map above shows, Cathars were not confined to the Languedoc in the South of France but they were spread across the continent of Europe and also Africa and America amongst many other lands. It is not inconceivable, therefore, that the true origins of the Bons chrétiens, is linked with the Horde/Great/Tartarian Empire (also known as Scythians) which expanded across most of the world during the 13th to 15th centuries. This can be amply illustrated by looking at their crosses and their flags.

Cathar Crosses

 Cathar Cross

Celtic Cross in Ireland

Christ with a Cathar Cross behind

It is not widely known but the Cathar flag consisted of equal width, repeating, vertical yellow and red stripes.

Drawing of the monument at the mountain where Montsegur Fortress stands ruined

The inscriptions say – in Occtian

“Als Catar als martyrs del pur créstian”

“To the Cathars, to the martyrs of pure Christian love”

And in French –

“L’héritique n’est pas celui que brûle le bucher mais celui qui l’allume.”

“A heretic is not the one who burns at the stake but the one who lights it.”

And beneath the monument is a Cathar flag made of yellow and red flowers.

This symbol of the old religion is not just confined to the Languedoc or Roussillon, it’s other name.

Aragon (1582-1624)

Arms of Catalonia (listing Valencia, Naples, Sicily, Jerusalem, Sardinia, Navarre, Aragon)

Italy  (1640)

Sicily (1635)

Dalmatia (1640)

Belgium (bottom right…with the double-headed eagle of the Horde/Empire)

PART TWO WILL FOLLOW SHORTLY (i.e. When I’ve put it all together) :o)

[1] The Development of America by The  Russian-Horde:  G.V.Nosovskiy, A.T.Fomenko V6 Book2 Chapter 1


Within days a Moderator had set herself up as a Cathar Expert.

I posted about it.

GB : A Personal Message from ME to AB

Read the above and you MIGHT guess why MY hours and hours and hours of research into Part Two of this :

GB. 18th March 2019 : Hidden History of the Cathars – Part One

Never came to be posted.

Something STOLE MY WORK (and the work of others) and became a yt Live Chat “Expert” on the Cathars.

I can do this all day and night.

Shame that NOT ONE SINGLE person has the balls to back me up in public.


Then La Poetessa came forth with lots of Languedoc stuff.

Yup. Shit happens.

My Black Madonna/Cathar connection?





Like I actually NEED internet HATERS.

I’ve just been told IRL to stfu, I don’t need your help. I know what I’m doing.

I called out the gaslight.
I know GASLIGHTING. It begins with “I TOLD YOU xyz”

In the middle is – “No. You did not tell me.”

Next comes – I TOLD YOU. You are just too stupid to remember.”

My volley – “don’t gaslight me.”

Reply – “STFU. All you know comes from the internet. I don’t need you.”

Yep. I don’t tell lies. I just point out truths. Truths and real experience.


Welcome to the life of an Empath.

I’ll just crawl back into my hole and die :o(

Killer In My Village

I have watched these for years.

This one just caused a BIG argument.

All I pointed out was that men have no bloody idea about women and sex.

When women get to a certain age (post man-o-pause) sex is usually NOT first, last, everything on their mind.

So a man in his 20’s is charged with rape and murder of a 72 year old woman. His defence?

She invited me in and paid me £200 for sex.

Yeh. So obvious. She is female, alone and obviously desperate.

C’mon. Puhlease – stop these self-generated/self-gratifying LIES.

People like me can see them from 66 million miles away.

The Great Awakening is all about other people seeing these lies right in front of their eyes.

And y’all are so very proud of being WOKE.

Snakes & Ladders.

On Remembrance Sunday – THE TALL POPPY SYNDROME.

Wake up.


Disaster Trolls

It’s been a while since I visited the Planet known as Rich.

Oooh. He’s been through the mill!

If the video doesn’t upload properly go ***HERE***

Hounded by the BBC. Forced to make an apology to all.


In August 2022, over 2 years after publishing my book and film, I was emailed by BBC reporter Marianna Spring who said she wanted to interview me to find out more about me, my career and my online profile. I have included all of those emails below. In the emails I state clearly that I do not wish to be interviewed by the BBC, and state clearly the reasons why I did not want to be interviewed. I know people who have been mislead by the BBC and mis-represented in previous BBC productions, therefore I do not trust the BBC.

C’mon Richard. You’ve got to Play THEIR Way or else you are trashed.

God. I know :o(

MY Wayback Machine

Wayback in early 2019 I sent a personal email to a certain TARTARIAN truther asking how and why FEB, Martin speaking, had just posted a video containing Kate Bush Cloudbusting and mention of Ian Fleming.

Later – another email asking questions. This time because HE had posted about Peter Hyatt and Metropolis and the Hidden History of Western America.



After I’d started appearing in his live chat talking about stuff that NOT A SINGLE ONE OF THEM had ever mentioned before.

Again with Ormus/Golden Ratio/Barbarians/Water/Ascension/Angels/Ears Ringing/Burning Sage/Native Americans/Empaths/Heyoka/Sacred Clown/Twin Flame/Being Scottish/Being Viking/Being Russian/ Being a globe-spinning-through-space denier/Astrology/Tarot/Awakening/5D/Child Abuse/Richard D Hall/Wilson and Blackett/Coelbren Alphabet etc etc.

I’d been watching these people for a whole year before I entered “their” atmos. And NONE of this had ever been mentioned before.

I even asked Martin Liedtke IN COMMENTS to refund me £15 after I’d promoted and then bought his first book. On opening I saw so much of MY stuff there that I literally puked.

He ignored me and went on to call me evil. In the past week (long after myself and Jadeth) he’s had a commenter DEMANDING their money. Poor FEB, can’t pay his rent. But he wants a boat.

Poor Jon Levi – promoted MY work given to him by Sarah Tonen and now he’s not giving back.

Poor wickle UAP who set Venus Rose and Amanda B on my tail to destroy MY work, MY reputation and has gone from 3 uploads a day to one or two a week.

He also wants to procreate.


I was even given this. Right at the beginning. Because I have NEVER lied about being a married woman with two wonderful sons and an OG husband with whom I have been since I was 20 years old. Him and no other.




Researching History Takes YEARS!

Researching AltHistory takes even longer.

Right at the beginning, I knew that I was in for the LONG journey.


In around 1571, the 16 year old Ferenc Nádasdy married the 12 year old Erzsébet Báthory, thereby uniting the two most powerful families in Hungary.

The Nádasdy family motto was –  “Si Deus Pro Nobis Quis Contro Nos”

(“If God is for us, who can be against us?”).

The Nádasdy arms are very interesting. They feature the Goose.

I have a reference (which I CAN’T find at the mo’) which links the symbol of the Goose with the Tartarian Empire.

Anyhoo, the whole point of this being…

The Nádasdy/Báthory connection points very strongly towards the fact that in the 16th century, Hungary, Poland, Roumania, Wallachia, Transylvania etc were all fighting for the survival of the Great Empire and against the Western European Reformers.

And as punishment these two families, along with the Drăculești, have become tainted with a bloody (cuss word) bloody (blood-soaked) reputation. (?)

BTW. Ferenc Nádasdy aka The Black Knight (!) was also “supposedly” fond of impaling!!

BTW again. Ferenc Nádasdy died in mysterious circumstances whilst away fighting…


Another self quote from the 31st of December 2018 : THE MANY HIDDEN MYSTERIES OF GRAND TATARIA.

Have you heard of Grand Tartaria?

Did they teach you about this immense Empire at school?

Do you know where it was?

I’ve known about Tartaria/Tartary for quite a while now but it stayed on the outskirts of my research until about 6 months ago. Then all of a sudden, everywhere I look, I’m finding mentions of this Empire. It is being deeply investigated right now by many amazing researchers, from multiple angles.

So – where do I come in?


For any of this information here to be understood, you HAVE to KNOW

that our whole history has been deliberately falsified.

This is a MAHOOSIVE area of study and the subject of future posts.

Well, right now, all I have is many, many questions and many many subjects that I’m linking together. And all that I can give you, at this moment in time is a list of my mixed up knowledge and the way it is slowly (but ever so brightly) linking together.

Not a lot of this will make sense right now. These are just clues. Signposts.

But, PLEASE bear with me over the coming months as I gather in more information.

Right. Let’s take a look at the first Very Rough Guide to  —

The Greta Brookes, Hidden History Project, Guide to Grand Tartaria. 


  • Grand Tartaria existed but has been deliberately wiped from our knowledge.
  • Grand Tartaria was a HUGE, interlinked Empire that covered much of the known and unknown world.
  • Anything concerning Grand Tartaria is -today- reported by the mainstream ‘know-it-all’ establishment NEGATIVELY.
  • The structure of this society has been systematically erased over the last few centuries. On the ground as well as on paper.
  • What are the reasons for all the above?


  • The truth about WHO WE REALLY ARE.
  • The truth about religion.
  • The truth about why our history has been put into the washing machine, cleaned, rinsed, spun about and then hung out on the line all shiny new, muddled up, and smelling sweeter (!)
  • Andronicus I Comnenus (killed in Constantinople)
  • Byzantine Empire
  • Crusades
  • Kievan Rus
  • Magnus Barefoot, King of Norway (killed in Ireland)
  • Harold Hardradr, King of Norway, Magnus Barefoot’s Grandfather (killed at Stamford Bridge in England)
  • Anne of Kiev.
  • Vladimir the Great and his wife.
  • Yaroslav the Wise
  • Elisiv, daughter of Yaroslav the Wise
  • St Magnus of Norway
  • Yaroslav Osmomysl of Galicia
  • Thrace
  • Phrygia
  • Paphlagonia
  • Anatolia
  • Kashka people
  • Aromanian
  • Romean
  • Vlachs
  • The Tsar of the Slavs
  • Margaret of Scotland
  • White Mummies found in Western China
  • The Fisher King and his wounded thigh
  • The Sack of Constantinople 1204
  • The Turin Shroud
  • The Mandylion
  • Constantinople=Jerusalem=Rome=Troy
  • The Haga Sophia/Temple of Solomon
  • Vlad the Impaler
  • Elisabeth Bathory
  • Red-haired, blue eyed people.
  • Trebizond
  • The Vatican
  • Great Fire of London
  • Romanov book 1648 “Book about Faith”
  • The Number of the BEAST 666
  • Birth by Cesarean Section
  • Pantera the Roman Soldier
  • The Comet, Solar Eclipse and Earthquake of 1185
  • Resets
  • Mud Floods
  • WHY, in Jean de Courcy’s Global Chronicle pictures are the FOUNDERS of TROY wearing WOOL LINED WINTER HATS WITH EAR FLAPS????

More to come…….

Happy New Year to ALL x


Even then – in 2018 – I KNEW that Vlad and Elizabeth Bathory were a huge part of this HIDDEN HISTORY.

Yesterday I was researching the Cossacks. That most feared and remembered front-line of The Horde.

I found this….


Regarding the name GUZ = KAZ = KAZAK, let’s add the following. O. Suleimenov in his book “Az and I” drew attention to the fact that KAZAK = KAZ-AK, translated from Turkic, means “white goose” or “white swan” [823].

It has been beyond obvious to me that Vlad the Impaler aka Dracula and Elizabeth Bathory aka The Blood Countess were fundamental to the Hidden History of Tartary.

Their families were HIGH RANKING Hordians. Cossacks. Fighters. Loyalists.

And they have been destroyed by history.



Mmmn. Tesla was Serbian. Tesla wrote about 3,6,9.

Shirley sang about the Goose.


And to be called unworthy and pre-schizo is not nice.


So. Keep your condemnations to yourself. Thanks.

24th of January 2019 : I WROTE…


You can see the whole post there. Just a clickity click away.

Or here :


The great BUZZ subject today seems to be Tartary. The enigmatic Tartarian Empire.

Yes. It is intriguing. And the most intriguing part of it – for me – is the fact that it has been deliberately HIDDEN from all of us who live here today. Why?

By whom?


There is so much brilliant, insightful, ground-breaking  research being done right now to uncover this whole subject, But….

I repeat. BUT…

Uncovering the TRUTH through deliberate, systematic, heartfelt research is not a bandwagon to jump on and exploit.

Uncovering the TRUTH through deliberate, systematic, heartfelt research is not a bandwagon to jump on and use to gain a popularity vote.

Uncovering the TRUTH through deliberate, systematic, heartfelt research is not a bandwagon to jump on and dis/mis/inform.

Uncovering the TRUTH through deliberate, systematic, heartfelt research is not a bandwagon to jump on and  deliberately and publicly UNDERMINE others.

It saddens me greatly to see so much, so violated, by so many.

It’s my website and I will rant if I want to.


Even back then I was fighting against this BS.

The first part of that year I was getting hundreds of views a day. Thousands over the months. Then…..#banned from yt.

This is what happens when you refuse to kiss arse.

To this day very few know Greta Brookes and the work she has done over the past 4 and a half years. Or Jackie who continued that work after her Patreon had been hacked/destroyed and her reputation totally trashed.

These are facts.

Yet The TARTARIAN TRUTHERS are gathering money, status, fame, by the minute.

Static in the Attic went on yt at exactly the same time that I contacted Martin Liedtke about my own research. We have both been treated like crap.

Now Aewar and Wooden Nickels have taken up the gauntlet and done wonderful things.

I wish all three of the very best.

They need it in this age of instant HATE :o(

The Big 4 & The Burden of PROOF


This was a hit piece from one annexe of the “truther” yt against another.

2 against one/4 against 2 is BULLYING.

And they’ve even placed the BURDEN OF PROOF on their victims.

Cambell, UAP, Beags and Bernard spent 2 and a half hours pissing all over Aewar and WN and then……AND THEN demanded that A and WN PROVE EVERYTHING or else they will be found guilty of something or other.

And they say women are bitchy. FFS.

What a crock of DISTORTED male egos.

And when Cambell is asked if being a man meant agreeing with the online truth told bya woman being maltreated/manipulated and destroyed by ML is his idea of being a man……..we get zero response.



Am I “Annoying” or “Abusive” ? ? ?


I’m in my 4th year of this BS on yt.

It’s not just one channel but almost everywhere that I engage in comments.

At least my blog and personal email and friends and family are no longer being pissed on by my own personal haters.

Yes. My friends and family receiving emails, supposedly from me, but from someone pretending to me. Fortunately – these dearly beloveds know me well enough to know my innate Modus Operandi – WHICH IS NEITHER BULLYING NOR ABUSIVE.

I’ll admit to being annoying, though :o)

I’d like to personally thank Aewar for being so interactive with this much banned p.o.s. and telling me THE TRUTH about what is happening.

Cheers. Much gratitude.

John Pierpont Morgan Sr.

Every damn thing is linked.





Two Barclays accounts. £ & $

Guess who our $ account was owned by???

Yup. The name showed up on every single transaction.

OMG. I know far too much for a stupid British housewife to know. I must be a fantasist/larp/npc……………………………..!!!


Yup. Few know about this con.

We know because we were caught right, smack in the middle.

Two Barclays Business accounts.

A GPD account.

A USD account.

And we got bottom pain…..butt hurt.

The £25 transaction finder fee for Barclays to “find” a transaction ? Times that by at least two a month over 6 years and you get a whole lot of nothing for a whole lot of anguish.


The “in plain sight” LONG CON.

LOVE RATS : Series 1 Episode 1

I made Himself watch this one this morning after yet another “discussion.”

He said : Yehyeh. Nigerians. Car accident. Love Rat. Asks for money. I’ve been down Scam Street in Lagos.

I then got very antsy. Yes. Our first company office was in Port Harcourt, Nigeria and we were put through many a money scam. The favourite at the time had to do with bunkering the ships we needed for the off-shore close protection of gas and oil workers.

At $250,000 a time….that would suddenly go missing and then necessitated my many hours on the phone to the bank (after paying the standard £25 fee) to ask for a money trace and getting nowhere……….FACT!

It didn’t take too long to find out the scam. The fuel all went into a hidden bunker under the bunker and then we’d have to pay again to fuel the ship. Easy money. $500,000 later.

So. This scam is quite normal to us and I told him to watch and learn how the long, complicated con can be worked. Way outside Scam Street.

As if I’d be so stupid enough to show him something common and all too well known.


This Hustle is truly brilliant. Sadly.

P.S. We were paid in $. And paid out in $ converted to GPB. At the daily exchange rate. I became an expert XE watcher and had to send many an email to a nasty employee accusing me (personally) of stealing their wages from them…..with me pointing out I DON’T CONTROL THE INTERNATIONAL BANKING SYSTEM.


Everything comes down to money, money, money.

Stonehenge : where Virgins LIE!

So many give so much away by the tone of their voice when they speak.

Long time ago a yt “truther” did something about Stonehenge in Wiltshire (used to be en route to my place of work) and he quoted the Where Virgins LIE sentence with such V enom & disgust in his voice that it could only come from somewhere deeply personal and painful.

Not long ago the same person brought up Stonehenge again and one of the comments stated – with UTMOST AUTHORITY – that Stonehenge was built in the 1950’s.

Wow. And thousands will now believe that.

Way back in 2021 I wrote : ROBERT NEWDYK : OWNER OF STONEHENGE

Not my first mention of this monument by a long way but, like all my work, if it doesn’t work for the them, it will be ignored. FACT!

As we are now in June and less than three weeks away from the Summer Solstice, my thoughts have turned to Stonehenge – a place I used to drive past twice a day and have visited several times. Though never on Midsummer’s Eve or Night. Cue Shakespeare?

Close :o)

Titania, Titania. Wherefore Art Thou, Titania (?)

We are in 1620.

Did you know that George Villiers, Duke of Buckingham, best mate of both James I Stuart and his son Charles I Stuart (and nemesis of one Walter Montagu!) offered an obscene amount of money to buy Stonehenge from it’s owner, Robert Newdyk?

Newdyk declined but “the King’s Favourite” still stomped all over the property doing archaeological digs and helping James to remove an altar stone that was subsequently taken to St James’ Palace, Westminster.

Strange but true ?


Funny how not a single one of them likes a single that is ACTUAL HISTORICAL RESEARCH.

Shake my Head.

PERFCT Analogy of the Youtube “TRUTH” Movement

Wrong person. Wrong menu. Refusal to listen. Refusal to change. Refusal take accountability. Refusal to do THE WORK needed.

Tons of blagging/boasting/arrogance by people who talk themselves up to a “top job” but without a single qualification.

Lack of interest. Absolute NEED for attention.

And what do they serve to us ?


And then they have the damn nerve to turn on those who point all this out and BLAME them.

Yay for fake.


A COLD Calling

It takes guts to go deep into the human mind and find no buttercups or rainbows therein.

To realise that PURE EVIL does exist.

And that this WILL break your heart into a million pieces.

Happy Day :o)

P.S. Why didn’t life make me a Vacant & Vacuous Barbie Doll???

P.P.S. My Dad was SB. He got pensioned off too. Well. He had a choice. Speak and get got or be quiet and take your full pension. He had a wife and 3 kids. He put us first. God’s Honest Truth. But that was a doube edged sword. Whisky became his best friend and comfort!

The Curse Inside The Gift

Empaths walk into every single relationship, whether that be through friendship/work/romance/acquaintanceship/family et al with only ONE SINGLE MINDSET.

We see everyone as equal and good and kind.

Even when a few dark things happen (Red Flags in psych-speak) we always give the benefit of the doubt because everyone has bad days and down days.

Then we go – BAM! Oh shit. My stupid.

That smile that never quite reaches the eyes. That tone of voice. The coldness of the all-too-familiar turned shoulder. The sugar-sweet phrase spoken only to disarm and disguise.

But we’ve already invested so much of ourselves that to turn away is The Hardest Thing To Do. Why? Because we KNOW the utter pain of rejection.

And we will eat ourselves up with an unholy feeling of failure.

Kerching! The Narcs coin.

You are pathetic. I am so much better. Let’s keep dancing this wonderful tango of abuse and self-harm.

It’s so ugly.


Closure: The UAP Narc Con

All I need is closure. Something beyond the years long banning and multiple abuses by his fave subs and mods.

It all began with an email I sent thanking for his work and how much I’d it enjoyed it – in 2018.

Then I stupidly joined a live chat and REALLY felt the Complete & UTTER HATRED of UAP and his mates.

But – to this day. Not a one of them has EVER told me WHY.


What did I do?

What caused every one of them to take my work and give it to themselves or others?

Why was my PATREON account destroyed?

Why – all these years later – have I still NEVER earned a penny from my writing?

What is it about me that y’all despise so much?

Just an answer to this will close the book.

BUT – Narcs will NEVER close the abuse. They THRIVE on the pain they cause.


It’s way beyond UAP. Martin is even worse but at least he leaves me alone now. His spliff intake has totally effed his memory. FACT!

An Inconvenient Truth

To this day I am shunned or sneered at by certain people who were well into masks and rubber gloves.

Side Note : Does that sound a bit like something deviant and hidden?

I never did wear a mask. I never did have a jab.

Even members of my own family will only do the “duty talk” with me now.

One of them even said that she would not visit me (as an unvaxxed/unmasked person) because she did not want to die yet.

I Walked The Walk. Through Sick & Sin and never apologised.

This morning I was told of a new variant that is now out and about. GBXZZ or something.

We have 26 letters in our alphabet and a hundred million variants.

Crack on, as the Irish say.

A Higher Love

Sylvia has been with me for years. I understand her. We’ve walked such a similar path.

We both KNOW exactly where this endemic blackness comes from.

It comes from one single person whose tentacles/lies/deception/cruelty/malice/rejection/evil/destruction etc have crossed miles and time.




Having spent time in Ulster, I understand this torture all too well. I believe that the French did it too during the World Wars. To their own loved ones.

Thankfully, I’ve never seen it IRL but spiritually, emotionally, mentally – it’s been present via my computer.

The image of a tarred-and-feathered outlaw remains a metaphor for severe public criticism.

There IS a Higher Love. Another way to live.

Sylvia has been brutalised. She deserves, at least, a moment of your time.

That is if you prefer life beyond the Black Tar and Feathers.


Lavinia : Always Back to Lavinia

I am the quintessential REJECT. A funny age. Too old to considered for a “real” job. Too young to be given a “pity the poor dear” job.

Shakespeare wrote an incredible play that few know about. Or if they know it, they will dismiss it as BLOODY & HORRIFIC.

No, disagrees there. It IS bloody and horrific.

Way back in 2019 I wrote….


SparkNotes Character Analysis of Lavinia in Titus Andronicus:

Lavinia –  The only daughter of Titus Andronicus, she spurns Saturninus’s offer to make her his empress because she is in love with Bassianus. She is brutally raped and disfigured by Chiron and Demetrius in the forest during the hunt. Thereafter, she is a mute and horrifying presence constantly on stage, complement to her father’s loquacious sufferings, and accomplice to his bloody vengeance. Deprived of every means of communication, and robbed of her most precious chastity, she comes across as one of Shakespeare’s most incapacitated heroines. Yet, as she is physically pared down, her narrative and thematic importance escalates, drawing our attention to the importance of pantomime on the stage. The rape of Lavinia is undoubtedly the central and most horrific crime of the play, which is why Edward Ravenscroft’s adaptation of the play has the alternate name of “The Rape of Lavinia.” For this reason, her character invites especially careful scrutiny.

Lavinia is also Lucretia, as in the Rape of Lucretia by Tarquinius. This event from the annals of “Ancient Rome” began the Tarquinian Wars that destroyed the Kingdom of Rome.

NC equates Lavinia with the Virgin Mary and  for me, she is the embodiment of the Divine Female. The Holy Mother, mutilated and destroyed by the people around her.

She is the symbol of abuse that transcends time and space. Shorn of all her divine rights.

The double rape takes away her chastity, dignity and self-respect. The cutting off of both her hands destroys her ability to function normally.

The cutting out of her tongue silences her. Forever.

She is the Sacrifice of the Innocents in every way,shape and form. The lesson always repeated but never learned.


Tony Hopkins as Titus Andronicus is very, very good.

Here is a scene from the 1999 film that shows the fate of Lavinia.

Men get castrated because sex is their modus operandi.

Women are silenced and handless – unable to speak or to touch or to feel.


JulietChristineTudor654 subscribersSUBSCRIBEThis is the tragic story of Shakespeare’s Lavinia. I know this song is about child abuse but Lavinia takes a lot of abuse in this play. She is disowned for marrying the man she loves, then her husband is killed right in front of her. The murders cut out her tongue, cut off her hands, and rape her. Then her father kills the murders and then kills her because “The girl should not outlive her shame”.

I don’t own anything.


Lily was my paternal grandmother. Born and bred in the Gorbels of Glasgow.

But this goes deeper than that.

I was 20 years old before I knew what these were :

1 A prostitute

2 A transvestite

I learned one day on the Ku’Damm in Berlin, caught in a traffic jam on duty as an RMP, when the most beautiful woman I’d ever seen started talking.

I said to Mick – my oppo – Oh. Wow. She has a very deep voice.

Absolute truth.

This is why I find Lily Savage so funny. She reminds me of the trannies on the Kurfürstendamm in Berlin and the time that my all male platoon took me to the Poof-Poof Club for a night out.

To this day I don’t understand why they wore those gas masks with the long hose in porn films.

STEEP learning curve :o)

The Smiling Rant

For me this is a little too little a little too late.

For others it is perfect.

I’ve no issues with Neil Oliver. Apart from on the historical timeline but that’s NOT his bad.

Neil Oliver – ‘…digital enslavement is coming…’

It’s been here for years, sweetheart. Digital Enslavement.

In my humble opinion, so much of the yt truther movement are using “facts” gained via films, games, TV and soi-disant BESTSELLER books.

So you see a film with two moons together, one of them with a perfect map of the earth on. Tahdah. Let’s make a video about how the “Elite/Phoenician/Bohemian Grove/RULERS have deceived us.


I’ve said this so many times because I’m also a casualty of my own choices.

I once chose to believe in someone who believed in playing games that were deliberately played to destroy one of us.


I’m not here to RULE THE WORLD. I’m here to protect those I love and care for.


The Newest Form of Abuse

Mental and Emotional abuse – by their very nature – are subjective.

There is nothing physical there. No broken bones, no DNA of semen, no tracks in blood, no weapon to recover and analyse.

What Social Media has done is perpetrate the most insidious and “circumstantial” form of abuse.

Victims are chosen. They become the prey of a group of people with evil intent and zero accountability.

This “gang” can get away with the destruction of too much and know that they will NEVER be convicted of a heinous crime against humanity.

A snarky comment here. A stolen piece of someone else’s life there. An unbelievably stupid lie told but backed up by a multitude of others. A “fact” spoken with such plausible authority that it would be surly to question it.

I grew up in a very violent household. When Dad stopped, Mum started. Hair torn out by the roots. Blood flowing. Bruises that take weeks to heal. Strangulation marks around my neck and a croaky voice.


What’s so painful about today’s abuse is it leaves not a single bruise or broken bone or blood spatter. It’s not done out of passion or a moment of madness.


And every single time the victim exposes this truth, their plan kicks up another gear.

I KNOW. I’ve had my life destroyed by it. With not a single physical injury to prove it.

These people are good at their evil. These people are EXPERTS.

Sweet Bill Maloney survived. JUST.

Limitless Disgust

The TRUTH about the youtube Tartaria people.

Oh My GOD. I tried so very hard to get through.

I told FEB through a private email that someone was using my dead father’s name as a commenter on his channel and he’d already agreed with another Think Tanker that I was EVIL so he carried on abusing me in comments.

UAP declared that he’d invented something to cure psoriasis – which my youngest son has SUFFERED from since he was 3 years old. I’d already asked this channel creator (in private) to please stop his fave subs and mods from continuing their full on hate campaign against me. IGNORED.

My son’s daily pain – IGNORED.

Jon Levi promoted Sarah Tonen and “her” work based on Fomenko and NC – stolen word for word from me – along with Thin Lizzy and much more. I objected as the video played. JL deleted said video with nary an apology for the totally disgusting and very personal – against me – comments that his dearly God loved subs wrote to me.

These people. YOU TRUST THEM?



They don’t give a shit about YOU. They have one single care. THEMSELVES.

GOD’s HONEST TRUTH from someone who has seen them operate as so-called human people.

ZERO compassion. ZERO care. ZERO worry.


Time To EXPOSE The Depth of MY youtube ABUSE

Greta Brookes had so many haters and bans from the “tartaria” alt hists and their flying monkeys that she lost her life. Surely that was enough for them?

Not a bit of it.

Forget FEB and JL

– this came from a family that I’d supported with words and CASH. I never got a thank you from the family. Just a video where Dave agreed with Gracie and pretended to ban me.

I’d changed my yt profile to escape the hatred. Fernley Dale?

That was my part of my dead mother’s name.


Fernley’s mother’s ID card.

How nice of Gracie and partner to say that. NOT

Then FEB had a new commenter called David Greig. I sent an email to Martin telling him what was happening but he cared not one bit. Like ALL of the people in the shot of MY ytchan – they are so heartless they can use our dead loved ones to taunt and destroy us.

The very worst of all was a channel called UAP and his partner VENUS ROSE. They revelled in the fall of Greta Brookes…….but not so much that both of them could not steal and use her work to make money for themselves.

Beware False Prophets and The Devil’s Daughter. Sneaky as eff.

P.S. Even now SHE is posting about how LUST is good and make a person think they are in LOVE. Perfect Mates those two. Entertainment Purposes ONLY.


THE She-Wolf of France

No matter how beautiful she looked in Braveheart – Isabella of France has a very BAD reputation.

She finagled, lied, manipulated, defied, destroyed, betrayed and eventually murdered.

She hated Piers Gaveston and the Despensers (father and son) and got into such a hissy fit that she sailed home to Daddy. Daddy being the man who’d destroyed the Knights’ Templar.

According to MSM.

Daughter of Phillippe the Fair, Isabella married the son of Longshanks. Who may or may not have liked the pretty boys more than his wife. But, somehow, Isabella gave birth to Edward III of England.

But her son had her lover executed and his mother imprisoned for the rest of her life.

Bad, BAD BLOOD there.

It’s all making sense now :o)

And yes. I have Alison Weir’s book.

How NOT To Defrost a Freezer

Switch it off.

Open it up.

Attack it with a hairdryer, a wooden spoon and an iron mallet.

Eldest and I had great fun.

The freezer is about 15 years old and has deep frozen at least one mammoth and two sabre toothed tiger’s at the bottom. Leaving no room for anything else.

Fortunately the dang thing is near the back door so as the boy is hacking the ice, I’m chucking it out the door.

We almost killed Dave the postie with a block of ice embedded with peas and sweetcorn….oops.

Hey. Not everything has to be a boring chore. Right ?


I Am BORED With Being a NON-Person

Yeah. The time had come for me to swallow every ounce of pride and independence that I possessed and ASK FOR HELP.

Needs must when The Devil Drives.

So I spent all of yesterday filling out an online application for ….. Universal Credit.

It was all going so well until I put my Big Truther Foot in it.

Yes. I’m married. Yes. I live with my husband and our children. Yes. The children are his. Yes. He works…….below minimum wage but after 4 years with no income he found work in 2019.

Ergo. This woman/housewife/mother/non-criminal/actual British citizen/with a mortgage is NOT VALID FOR ANY KIND OF GOV.yuk. HELP.

I’m invisible on the internet. I’m invisible in real life. Unless I forget to pay a bill or ignore a bill because I’m on the bones of my arse.

Go figure.

What is the point of this life if you end up as a NOTHING/NOBODY just for being honest and truthful?

The Spear of Destiny vs The Spear of Longinus

I’ve spent too long doing this stuff. Just to have it all ripped apart by the “We Always Win” crew.

Nah. Not any more, mes braves.

Go back. Go way, way back to my posts from 2018/2019 when I tear the Romans apart. Especially Julius Caesar and all that crap.

HIS – story is real. It’s all HIS Story. When you dive deep into Fomenko and New Chronology and actually try to debunk them for over a decade. You’ll understand from whence I come.

Who drove a Spear into Christ’s side when he was on the cross?

And WHO one was of the killers of Julius Caesar?

Et tu Bruti?

Et tu Gaius Cassius Longinus?

And none of this has anything to do with Russia – the country as we know it today.

AEWAR has fallen down the same hole, methinks.

And yes. I’m overly sensitive right now. That’s the lot of a REAL EMPATH who FEELS every single knife/arrow/spear on their soul.

Apparently Herr A. Hitler was desperate to obtain the Spear of Destiny so that he could have magical power uber alles. And we all know how that ended. Follow a MYTH, disprove a myth.

NC postulates that the man known as Julius Caesar is a “reflection” of the myth known as “Jesus.”

I’m in my own private Circle of Hell chez Dante right now.

Or just keep on taking the piss out of me.

So over y’all :o)

P.S. Try looking into Wagner and Parsifal or Wolfram von Eschenbach’s Parzival or The Bleeding Spear of the Grail Castle or The Fisher King with his thigh stuck by a spear or Chiron the wounded or ? ? ?


In the annals of Twisted History the Elm Tree is either/or The Tree of Life…The Tree of Death.

The Elm Guest House was a hotel in Rocks Lane, near Barnes Common in southwest London. In a list produced by convicted fraudster Chris Fay, several prominent British men were alleged to have engaged in sexual abuse and child grooming at the Guest House in the late 1970s and early 1980s. Labour MP Tom Watson, having heard testimony from Carl Beech, suggested in an October 2012 statement to the House of Commons that a paedophile network which had existed at this time may have brought children to parties at the private residence.

YAY for Wikipedia. It’s all a hoax.

Nothing actually happened and NO children were harmed ?

I don’t know for sure. BUT……………

Welcome, hug, embrace and bow down to these lot.


Ahum – Was WAR Declared When I Wasn’t Looking?



Not when you live under the flight path of the Eurofighter Typhoon Squad.

Jeebuth. They’ve been taking off all afternoon. Wreaking my peace :o(

It’s easy to tell when they are going out and when they are coming home.

Going out = LOUD and house shakes.

Coming Home = LOUD as they stamp on the brakes and everything whines high-pitchedly.

P.S. The image above is actually factually on the road beside the base. Driven past when the lights were red………fingers in ears!

No Longer a Niche Hobby – TRUTH TALK

Graham Lineham is an amazing writer. He brought us the unforgettable and totally irreverent FATHER TED TV series.

As soon as this turned up, I tuned in. Jeebuth. I never knew exactly how much damage his “talking out” about this subject had done to him personally.

Neil Oliver has also been a favourite of mine for decades. I’ll post his video from this channel later.

THESE are the people with voices.

Stop piffling on about bricks and flat and giants and melted and whatever the next go-to topic will be in that particular communtiy.

Years ago, my phantom hater (of many names) and her partner were TOLD by me to STFU with their own personal but extremely public yt bitching because there was a whole world out here that needed healing. BTW – I’m still #banned from that channel….which is ok because it no longer exists in MY world :o)

To Belittle, You Have To Be Little

This video made me cry.

So much resonance about the pain felt and the deep thought given to how to move forward after being confronted by so much bile and malice.

3 years ago – I was NOT prepared for MY reaction to so much public and private venom. I went full on Highland Warrior…Take No Prisoners.

But that made me no better than those anonymous haters. FACT.

I can still swing a verbal claymore quite often but I no longer question myself or my work or MY truth.

Being unable/unwilling to forget is a personality flaw when you are a born and bred protector of yourself and those you love (aka my children – what sack of shit feels good about threatening another’s kids???)

W.I.P. is a writer’s biggest file folder. Work In Progress. It’s also my biggest life folder :o)

Do as you would be done by, folks.