I know. I’ve been there. Pushed out in the cold to freeze or starve to death.
In the UK we call it Being Sent To Coventry.
Side Note : Growing up, the words starving or perishing meant FREEZING To Death. An archaic English meaning that is still spoken now.
Digging deep was all that I could do. With faith lighting the way and without fear holding me back.
P.S. NEVER doing this IRL though!